I felt so wrong in that body of mine.
That sense of hopelessness you feel when you are lost is how I describe the feeling of myself.
I could put up wanted posters for my body but it'd be useless.
The only person who can find me, is me.
I feel an overwhelming sense of separation sickness.
They tell you when you feel sick to drink water.
But I've submerged myself in the deepest oceans.
And yet I still feel dehydrated.
I still feel sick.
I'm emotionally and physically drained.
I've lost all sense of direction.
Without you I am disoriented.
I believe it's time to come home.
I need you here with me because without you, all I can focus on is my mind and that is someplace I'd rather not be until you're here.
Please come home so I can fix you.
Because I need to feel right instead of wrong when I'm with you.
Let's find a peaceful way to make things right because I'm tired of being sick.
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I Have More Than A Perfect Figure
Poetry"Strength, love, suffering and healing. The gritty surface of reality written down on every page. This is a heartfelt message to everyone who can relate to the tragedy of life experiences, trauma and relationships."