Makings Of Me

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Dionni

I ain't going lie I miss Isaiah but I can't have him thinking he can up & leave like that I know my worth. He hasn't called me contact me or nothing saying anything about what happen Saturday.

" Come on Aiden it's about to rain " I said talking to one of the kids at my job

" Okay Ms.Dionni "

Aiden ran as fast as he could to the door as I held it for him . It was 10:30am & every day at 10 we took them outside to run around do whatever.

Once we got back inside Ms.Jay another teacher was already setting up an activity for them to do.

I got everyone together as they sat at the table . The kids I work with are toddlers ages 1-3.
One of them came taping on my leg asking me to take them to the bathroom . I nodded my head and told them to come on. At least I knew this one was potty train because otherwise we would have to change the diaper  .

My phone buzzed & I thought it was Izzy in my mind but no Mykea

Mykea: I miss you cuz😘😘😘!
Me:I miss you too! When are you coming back?
Mykea: Probably November when everything cools down but I love it down here I might stay.

My mom moved Mykea to somewhere in Texas but she had to find a job she couldn't just sit in the house all day & do nothing . Sammy hasn't went to the Feds yet but we all know she's going want revenge back on Mykea. I haven't seen her around but I have seen her on Instagram .

Everybody wonders why I'm so calm about this situation yeah I am beyond pissed this happen but I know God handles everything so I'm not like my mother who results everything in violence all the time.

Daija

I was chilling in the house with the cool nice AC on because it was hot as hell outside! We're basically in June so it's no surprise. I didn't have work today so I was much as sure as what I wanted to do today.

I laid down on my bed as I got on Instagram. Then a random text from someone came upon my screen.

Can I see you today?

I wasn't sure if I exactly wanted to see him. Last time I saw him he clearly just wanted sex from me.... I thought he was somebody cool and I could build a good bond with but no all he wanted was sex. I don't understand why boys just don't be upfront so I don't waste your time or neither mines. What's the point of you telling me all these things? It's 2019 niggas aren't just randomly nice . People always want something out of you .

It's no point so no I responded

Within seconds he started calling me. I was so thrown off now it's like he was waiting on me to say something.

" Yes? " I answered

" Why can't I come see you , I miss you " He said

" Look boy it's no point of you coming over last time you didn't get what you want so I don't got time "

" Daija you are beautiful & have a good soul , I do wanna have sex with you but if you not ready then it's nothing I can do but wait. I apologize about the other day I just thought you wanted some "

" Did I tell you I wanted to? "

" No I mean I know I'm wrong but can I see you tonight please "

" I'll let you know " I responded

" Aight man " then the phone hung up .

I just shook my head & got back on my bed trying to find something on Netflix to watch.