ISABELLA

nineteen

Oh shit, this is not happening now, I mean why the hell now ?! All my past princess fantasy I had with him happen for real right now, just beside my freakin fiance ! 

Berabis sy cuba tulak dia dan kasi lepas kiss kami, Alex mula grip hard my shoulder, sy kasi lari kepala sy utk take breath, he follow me d mna kepala sy pusing and dia pegang kepala sya balik and kiss me hard

Sy wince kesakitan bila sy rasa pedih di bibir sy, maybe Alex pun rasa because god damn my bibir is bleeding ! He stop and put his head di forehead sy, I don't know but I'm crying dia buat sy begini.

"I'm so sory princess, I love you so much. I'm sorry for all these years that I lied to you. I have fallen in love with you the moment I laid my eyes on you, my angel and my only one. Please run away together with me, I promise I will give you the life you want. Everything. Just please let me be with you, take care of you .. Please.." He is begging ?

Airmata Alex pun mula mengalir laju di pipi dia.

Mata sy beralih kepada my love one. My Matthew. My everything. Alex can't give me the life I want kalau the life I want is to be with Matthew. My everything is Matthew. The love we shared is everything.

"No, I'm sorry, please let me go Alex, why now ? I can't , I see you as my brother i—"

Alex pegang erat my shoulder
"Please stop calling me as a brother. I don't like it. I hate it"

Alex tunduk, and smile, dia kasi tug rambut sy d blkng telinga and kiss dahi sy. "I gotta go. Bye princess, I love you" terus dia keluar dari bilik, I was like 'what is happening right now?'

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"Bye siee, bye nad ! See you next week klu kita ada plan haha" sy peluk durang dua.

"I will keep it a secret" sy frowning. What secret ? Sy tngu nadine dgn muka tnda tanya.

"Last night bah, I see everything" Nadine smirk sma sy, err wtf ?

Sienna tngu sy "yang apa ? Eee jgn berahsia bah kamu ni" dia peluk tngan sy.

"Oh my godd kamuuuuuu, semalam kan.." Terjadilah group membawang kami haha, selepas beberapa minit membawang, Matthew panggil balik suda. Sy say one last goodbye sma smua then jln hntar mom and dad pigi airport. I mean we follow kereta parents sy pigi airport gitu.

Smpai rumah sy mandi and masak. Siok-siok sy masak tiba2 Matthew peluk sy dari belakang.

"Ish ko ni kan" he chuckles and kiss my shoulder, tiba-tiba sy rasa bersalah sma apa yg jadi semalam, oh god forgive me !

Sy tulak pelan badan dia pigi belakang. "Duduk la sna, jgn kacau sy" Matthew frowning, "what's wrong ?" Dia tnya, sy pusing menghadap dia "there's nothing wrong, can u just buat apa yg sy suruh eish ! Masak pun mo kacau" dunno why sy melenting sma dia damn bella what have you done ?

Masa mkn pun kmi diam seja ni, teda bckp, hnya bunyi piring yg didengari. Boleh rasa mata Matthew balik-balik perhati saya.

"Okay sweetheart, sy tida mau kita punya hubungan begini tegang, just please is there something wrong with me ? Smpi u marah and being like this ? Sy ada buat salah ka ? Ada apa-apa jadi ka smlam masa you send me to the room ? Or—"

Saya hentak tangan sy d meja "can you just be fucking quite ?!" Sya bediri and jalan masuk bilik, i don't know why .. Sy rasa mcm bersalah betul and tidak layak sma dia lagi.

Matthew ikut sy masuk bilik and tutup pintu, "okay now, baby please tell me apa yg buat ko marah smpai begini ? Ha ?" Dia pegang tangan sy, sy tepis kasar

"Bagi sy ruang ba ! Itu pun mau ajar ka ?" Matthew tingu sy

"I wanna know ! Salah ka ? I care for you ! Salah ?! Is this because of that freakin kissing scene ?!" I gasp, oh god