Arranged By Fate

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Kabir ......

I was in my cabin at my office ,
with an open file in my hand .

Navneet's every word was coming back to my mind repitingly , screen of his mobile with their chat ,  somewhere I'm agreeing to his words

' Does she married me just for her family's respect ' ?
' Because we got tied in 15 days '
' Of course she knew nothing about me '

What's disturbing me the most is

' She messaged him conveying she like his personality , his talkative nature  '

Since childhood I and Navneet , are completely opposite to each other .

He is a chatter box while I stay silent most of the time .

He likes dressing with all fashion and all while I prefer simplicity .

He had a number of girlfriends while I didn't had any .

He always prefer enjoy and fun in life while I liked being responsible .

'Liking towards him is somewhere a dislike towards me '
' So this implies that Rashi doesn't like me '☹️
' Yeah , that's why she ignores me ' 😖

My heart shrinked and incidents since day 1 of our marriage started coming one by one .

Me Rashi share same room ,
same bed but with a large space .

She started opening up with Mom and Dad in few weeks of marriage but not with me . 

She herself hardly made any conversation , most of the time it's me asking her about one or the other thing .

'She cared for me , when I got prickly heat ' My mind roared .
And I got a smile ☺️ thinking about it

May be it's a genuine care , just a  normal one , as she never called me asking me about lunch or anything .

She never asked me to accompany her anywhere , she never asked me to go somewhere , like on weekends etc..

She never....

" What's wrong with you man "?
"Where are you " ?

"Amol"

"See 6 missed calls "
He said loudly expressing his pissed state , showing my phone's screen to me .

"That too when It's placed in front of you "
He added .

"I..I..uhh...I was thinking something "
"I'm sorry , Amol "

" You...um..."
He stopped and held his mischievous grin .

"What " ?

" You were thinking about bhabhi "
He said Walking towards me .

I gulped ,
looking down at the file in my hand .

" OhOooooOooo.....I should tell this to bhabhi "
" That your husband is going all majnu "
He said in a lyrical tone .

" Shut up , I was busy with work so "
I tried to reason him .

" Yeah yeah , that's why you are reading this file upside down "
He said , pointing towards file and taking seat in front of me .

Then I realized I was holding the file Ulta (upside down ) .

"I...I...was... actually... thinking about new project I  have to deal with "
I said putting idiot file on table .

" Yeah yeah , new project 'MY - WIFE' "
He  teased me more .

" Tell me for what you came here "?
I diverted the topic .

Then we had some official discussion with some things about Navneet's arrival too.

While I drove back home , I was passing by kitchen when I saw Rashi and Navneet talking in kitchen .

Rashi's back was facing me , Navneet's front . I was unable to bear it so made my way to our room , making myself busy with mobile , loosing tie with other hand .