Green troubles (Female Deku Story!) {completed} {editing}

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I began walking with Katsuki holding my hand as we made our way back to the 1-A dorms.

"Hey give me a piggy back." I demanded

"Why?" He said

"It's payback for scaring me." I complained

"Fine get on" he crouched down and I got on

"One fat joke and you're going down." I said giggling as he made his way back up

"Understood." He said jokingly

"Now onward!" I yelled

Todoroki's POV

"Hey Mom.." I said

"Shoto? Why aren't you in school?" My mom said

"They dismissed early to pack for a trip but seeing you was more important." I replied "and I wanna ask you something.."

"Sure go ahead.." she said patting the spot next to her on her bed I sat down

"Have you ever.. erm been in love?" I said

"Um yeah I guess.." she replied

"Can you tell me about it.." I said

"Yeah.. I was in high school. I met this boy named Well that's not important.. he was my boyfriend. We were good friends all through school and I guess being together all that time made us have feelings for each other but once we finished high school the relationship died." She said before continuing "why do you bring up this anyways.. are you having issues in school..?"

"Well there's this girl.. her name is Izuku Midoriya.. she's the sweetest person I've met with a smile to make the world stop.. She's the reason I decided to start seeing you again and that I wasn't my father.. she's the reason I'm who I am today.." I said

"Well then if that's the case I don't see an issue?" She replied back confused

"Well.. there's this kid, the guy who won the sports festival?" She nods her head "they've known each other since they were little kids.. and she's in love with him. And he loves her back.." I said holding back my tears

"Come here..." my mother said hugging me

"It hurts mom.. I'm already at the bottom of everything. It's like I get no happiness. Before they got together she accepted all my flaws and saw me as a person and not the number twos hero's son. She made me feel welcomed in class events and even invited me to sit with her at lunch.. the only person to treat me like I'm something.." I said finally breaking into tears

"Im really sorry honey.. I can't change people's feelings.. especially if she's seems like she's in love.." she says

"And it hurts because the guy she's dating seems like an absolute ass he's actually a nice guy.. he tries his best in everything always makes high marks, even though he gets angry easily he has Izuku to be with him. She's the only person in our class who can calm him down. I feel so bad for having these feelings. I even kissed her and she denied me. It's my fault." I said covering my face as I cried

"You told her how you felt.. if she doesn't feel the same you either wait until she's out of the relationship or you move on.." she said sighing

"I'm trying to move on.. I just need more time.." I said getting up

"I need to go mom.."

"Ok"

"I'll be back after the trip.." I said hugging her and leaving

"Todoroki? What are you doing here?" A calm voice said behind me

"Huh?" I said turning around to see Momo "oh hello Yao-Momo I'm just visiting my mother.. what are you doing here?"

"Oh I'm visiting a family member since school was cut off early.. I have to go but see you tomorrow ok?" She said

"Yeah.." I say back and turning to leave

Bakugo's POV

She seems bothered.. I wonder what that bastard said to her to make her uneasy.. she's not usually like this she's trying to make herself happy... I can tell.

"We're here. Do you want me to help you pack?" I said hoping she would say yes so I could stay with her

"I'm fine but can you keep me company?" She says opening her dorm door.

"Yeah sure." It worked?

She walked in and grabbed a bag from under her bed. She went to her bathroom and I sat there awkwardly waiting for the small talk to come.

"Hey Katsuki?" She called from the bathroom

"Yeah?" I replied

"Can you put my notebook in my bag? I'm getting my lady essentials." She said trying not to die saying that

"Yeah sure I assume it's in your desktop?" I said getting up

"Yeah" she replied

I rummaged in her drawer until I got to a single piece of paper. I began reading

(Trigger warning)

"I can't take this anymore.. it hurts. I love him and yet all I am is a worthless piece of trash. Years of abuse and I still want him. I'm losing hope. All my happiness is fake. Just something to cheer people up. Ever since All Might came into my life it's been better.. He understands my anxiety and depression and tries not to make me nervous even though I'm his successor.."

Successor? I had my suspicions she and All Might  were connected personally but..

"The pressure for me to surpass him is bugging me.. Up until a few months ago I was a quirkless kid. I can't take it. I don't deserve this..

-Izuku"

The hell is this shit? She wouldn't write crap this dark would she? I recalled all the times I hit her even when I told her to kill herself.. she would.. I'm the reason she has all these problems.. it's my fault for making her like this. Even now I can't help her. I'm useless.

I began crying and she came out with a worried expression

"Katsuki are you oka-" she voice dropped when she saw I was holding a paper.

She quickly grabbed it from my hand and threw it away crying.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I said through my tears

"What's it worth ruining the little happiness I have by telling you pointless shit Katsuki? Theres no point except you getting worried!" She raised her voice

"The point is so I can help!" I yelled back

"You can't help! No one can.." she dropped her anger and sat on her bed

"And what's this shit about being All Mights successor?" I said

"It's non of your business. Even if I wanted to I'm not permitted to tell you let alone anyone! You weren't even supposed to see that!" She said now angry

"Then who was it for?" I prayed she wouldn't say..

"My mother. It was my suicide letter that I didn't finish now get out so I can be alone I don't need this right." She said

"No. I'm not leaving you like this and you know that." I said firmly