LOVESICK

Chapter Forty One Pt.1 : My Colors

"Just tell me what you want and i can grant it for you Irene,please" he desperately tried everything he could think of,
"Ivan you won't give me what i want" i calmly explained

"What do you want?!" He yelled punching the pillow beside my head,
"Just tell me what you want and I'll try to grant you as many as possible!"

"I want Alice! I want to go out! I want to be able to leave the house! I want a decent and normal relationship! I want my life back!
Can you grant me that? Huh?!" I sat up yelling at him in response,he paused surprised that i hit my last straw and snapped at him,
"No you can't" i laidback on the bed and took a deep breath,
"I'll be better Ivan,just give me sometime"

He sat still on the bed with his head low,
He slowly slipped off the bed and walked to the door leaving the room,i kind of felt bad...
He was just trying to help but i yelled at him..

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I got up finally and taking some clothes from the closet and deciding to head to the bathroom to shower,i took out a simple red maxi dress with long sleeves,
I was hungry as well so those were enough reasons for me to leave the bed.

After i had finished taking a long..long shower,
I dried my hair so that I don't get sick,I walked down the hallway opening all the windows because i felt suffocated,

"Ma'am?" Eric called as I opened the fourth window, "why are you suddenly opening all the windows in the house?" He asked confused,
"It feels like the place is filled with dirt,this place smells like an abandoned house in the woods,they should open the windows once in a while." I answered continuing to open the windows,
"Why are you always around me though ? Do i look like I'm going to grow wings and fly away?" I added

"It's not that" he chuckled
"But I should always be around you,I'm your personal guard"
"Well I'm at home and not leaving home anytime soon so relax" I replied
"This is Master's orders" he added
"I'm master's wife,my orders now are just as superior" I leaned on the window frame comfortable since the windows have bars and I won't really fall.

"I'll get punished if i don't obey" he added again trying to convince me,
"Can i Not punish you?" I smirked crossing my arms,he nodded gently after taking a long pause,Victory is mine.

"How old are you Eric? Not to be rude,but i want some more information about you" I asked as i started to run out of seconds trying to avoid an awkward silence

"I'm Twenty Six Ma'am,I worked with young Master for six years,his father had assigned me to become his personal assistant when he was chosen to become the Second master after his father when he was just twenty" he answered and started to explain,
"Are you two close?" I asked in suspense
"Yes,Master and I are as close as brothers,i had the capability of being trusted and favored by him,and I wouldn't betray him as long as I'm alive and working for him" he answered without hesitation,

"It makes sense since you're literally the only man who can be close to me without Ivan killing him" i chuckled sarcastically,
"Tell me more about Ivan,I'm pretty sure you know him better than i do,so what do you advise me to do with him? In different situations you know,I should be a good wife" i joked

"Master is definitely hard to understand,to this day and after six years of knowing him I still find it hard to understand or get him sometimes,but something that you were able to achieve in days,something I couldn't achieve for six years,was changing him" he said with a sad smile,
"I had seen him smile for the past four months more than I'd seen him smile for the past six years,You by far,have been the best card to ever be drawn to him Ma'am,and I personally want you to see it yourself but you can't because you've known him for no more than a couple of months."