Little blobs of literally nothing, except for part 13

I dont know felt like i had to write something

I stand staring at my beating heart
Yes the one that beats for you
I try to stuff it back into the hole left in my chest
But it just falls out from the other side
You'd think tears would fall from my face but I feel nothing
No sorrow
No pain
No boredom
No tiredness
No joy
No happiness
Nothing
Ever since you left
Ever since you dropped the heart I gave you
I became a husk
Unsure how to even live
My arms feel to heavy to lift yet my body feels as light as a feather
I think I could fly if I tried
But you would be sad if I tried
wouldn't you
So I'll just keep trying to put my heart back
Because that's what you would want
Right?
You'd want me to go on
So even if I'm a husk
Even if I never recover
Even if I'll never know the feeling of happiness
I'll keep going
With my memories of you
To replace the heart that's no longer mine