Purely Meant To Be✔

Epilogue

Xaviers Pov

Nothing has been the same.

And I don't think it ever will

But I have tried to be strong for our kids.

I mean I have to.
I have to for Evvy.
For the pack.
For the kids.
For everyone.

I guess this was the moon goddesses cruel plan.

Its definitely cruel. It hurts.
Really bad.

Its sadistic really.

Evvy died during the birth of our beautiful children. She would have been great though. I know she would've. She is what keeps me going. Just the memories and thoughts of her.

I keep spending time in our room. Where she used to sleep. I still bury my head in her pillow, inhaling the last of her fading scent.

My last words to her were I love you.

I feel broken.

I feel lost.

I haven't looked at or even been with any other women since Evvy.

I can't.

I'm happy like this, and that's what Evvy would have wanted.

My pack can tell that I'm broken and every one has been extra nice.

I spend more time down in the dungeons.

Its been 10 years since she died and I don't think I will ever get over it.

The first year I slept by her grave. I couldn't deal with it.

The kids ask about her sometimes and it takes everything in me not to break down.

I tell them stories of her.

One of them we named Chance, the boy, that's what she wanted to name the boy if we had one.

And the girl, we called her violet.

She looks just like Evvy and I know its bad but sometimes its hard to look at her.

She just reminds me of her so much.

I'm scared for when they meet their mates.

They are pretty much the last things I have the connect me to Evvy and I don't think I will ever be ready to give that up.

I'm currently sitting on the bed holding a top of Evvy's in my hand. It was then that the door opened and the kids walked in.

I quickly wipped my eyes as they walked up to me.

"Hey guys, what's up?" i asked but my voice cracked and they both looked at me confused.

"Are you ok dad?" Chance asked as he looked at me. He appeared to be studying me.

Evvy would be so proud of them.
Violet is so smart.
Chance is so strong.

They will both make excellent leaders.

"Yeah buddy, I'm just thinking of your mom." I said and gave them a small smile.

"Can you tell us more about her?" Violet asked shyly.

"Sure." I said as I patted the space on the bad next to me.

They both hopped up and looked at me expectantly.

"Your mother...."

...

That's the end!

And I know its short, but I couldn't physically bring myself to write more... Its to upsetting.
I guess this is it.

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Thank you to everyone who made it to this point.
And I hope you enjoyed th so story.
Cya.
Hannah.