slow murder

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You killed me so easily.

You didn't even bother to visit my grave.

You didn't care.

I don't know why I ever thought

You would sympathise with me

I remember how heartless

Those obsidian eyes were

How freezing cold

Devoid

Unfeeling

Nothingness

What happened to your soul?

As you raised your dagger

Drove it through my chest

And lodged it in my ribcage

Close to my heart, but not touching it

Enough to leave me half dead

But not enough to kill me

You enjoyed the suffering

Didn't you?

As I struggled to breathe

Through the gap in my lungs

As my cracked lips stained red

And my tastebuds recoiled

From the metallic taste of iron

You left your scars on me

Your imprint, your marks

Then you bruised me into thinking

You were my saviour

When your heart was the devil's

My head was so dizzy with painkillers

In that moment

I didn't even realise I was dying

Until I ended up with tubes in my body

How is it that I never noticed

You were slowly killing me?

I couldn't even leave the way I wished

You gave me a gun

To end myself

The gun was mine in name

But how could I end me

When the trigger finger's yours?

Author's Note

In case you don't understand, this poem is about a abusive relationship.

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