Shade's Of Life

Author Note

I'm going to be honest with y'all.... I literally don't know what to post, anymore. I have a two hundred plus poem, and I could continue posting. But I caught myself post newer poem more often then not. And when that happens I have to force myself to post in the correct order the book was written. But it weighs on me cause I feel like I'm being dishonest to y'all. It just hard cause I'm a very private person by nature, so it sometimes ironic that I also tend to wear my heart on my sleeve. I would like to apologizes...... To y'all cause I have  not keep up with my end of the bargain. I told all of you, I would post every poem of this book even when it pains me too. And I have not do it, I skip the order of the book, cause I didn't want to post certain poem. And everytime it would be close to being posted, I would freak out and post a new poem tried to buy myself time. But know that the next posted, I post will be in the correct order. I will still try to lighten the mood of the book by posted happier poems out of order cause I don't want to depressed anyone with my constant dark poem.