twenty nine

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dear felix

deterioration is imminent.

the thing that i said would happen, happened. only it wasn't my parents.

it was me.

i understand nicky now. what she went through.

only i don't really understand what i'm going through myself.

angelina and nicky kissed in front of park and i today, and it felt like my very soul was being ripped out of my body. my heart jumped into my mouth, my throat closed up, and my stomach felt the way it feels after you go over the drop on a roller coaster.

nicola roslyn verdramme.

that's her full name.

just in case you were curious.

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