Longing for Absolution (Twilight Fan-Fic)

Chapter 1: My life as now

* I do not own any part of Twilight or the character's that I write about in this story. This is pruely for entertainment purposes, it's strictly a Fan Fiction. Thank you and have fun Reading my Loves!!

I believe that things happen for a reason, no matter how tragic it is. As it stands for me, I don't know who my parents are. I was born but I can only remember being in a dark meadow crying. I don't like to think about it much. Actually I try my best to avoid these particular thoughts all together. It hurts to remember anything related to that, if you could see my face it's obvious the pain and sadness is displayed. I hate showing my real emotions, so I focus on other thoughts such as who I am now and what place I play in this world.

See my name is Isabella Lee Swan, I was born on Sept. 23, 2006. In all reality you'd think my age is 5, and you would be 100% correct. I wasn't born as a normal child, I later learned while growing that I was half human/ half vampire. How could I possibly have figured this out at a young age, well when I got hungry I would want normal food like Milk, Soup, Chicken but also blood. I have always drank human blood. At first I didn't understand why I drank blood untill I came across a store one day when I was 2.

No human noticed me because I was so little, I guess back then they thought my parents were around the corner or something but I came across the mythological book section and saw a book named "Bloodsuckers" and read it. Since then I always knew I was one, Nothing really explained what exactly I was but from my apparent growth I assumed I was also half human- A Hybrid if you will.

I took my own safety into account and grew up in the forests while I travelled, of course being so young I had to steal food and clothes and wash-up in creeks and lakes. My aging is rapid and I figured for each year that I grew my body would take up the span of 3 human years. Recently the growth has slowed dramatically and I can be seen in the public eye. Seeing as how my body has almost reached my physical peek of maturity, something that is also special about me is that I have powers. Each year on my birthday I would gain another ability. It's intriguing how I get these gifts, my gifts are hard to control as well, but the forests offer practice time for myself. My first gift I was born with, as a newborn I had a Sheild (physical) I assume it came from one of my parents, in order to be born with it. About a year later was the first time I gained a gift, at age 1 I recived another Sheild but different too, it was a mental one. The following year at age 2, I gained a Fire/Water Controler ability. This gift was really difficult to control, it was always flow alongside my emotions. Next at age 3, I became a Fate/Past Seer. This gift is always present with every thing I choose to do but ultimately my fate has been set. By this age I began to recognize a pattern with these gifts I had gained. I still wonder why this is happening to me,  but there is a reason for it so I accept it with as much grace as I can muster. The following year at age 4, it seemed I almost didn't get a gift at all,  but I was given the gift of Human Manipulation. It didn't present itself until I ventured into the public, away for my safe forests for human food. In the end, I made a male human pregnant. He got a lot of publicity from my mistake. Lastly at age 5, I was given the gift of a Thermal Sensor, this one has been very useful when it came to searching for food or humans to eat from.

My sixth birthday is coming up soon so I expect to get another one. I almost got caught when I gained my power at age 2 but I took care of that human quickly, by now you must think I'm just a poor teenager. Wrong! In the mists of being young and stealing I also took money from the family's and while growing around the forests and book stores I learned by Age 3 to invest into the stock market. It much sound crazy that a 3 year old that looked around 9 or 10 could do such a thing. I was always an annomious buyer and to top it off I made sure the humans I took from got every cent back in very weird-surprising ways. I left more money if I killed one of their children.

Then by age 4, I physically looked old enough to get a job. Using my saved money I bought a stable condo in Louisville, Kentucky closer to the nicest end of town and settled down, aquired a suitable job at a self-owned book store. How could I do this without legal papers to prove who I am? Easy, I got word of a guy a few weeks before that could get Birth Certificates, SSN, Passports, ect. Of course things continued this way up untill this very day.

Suddenly I heard a musical voice that brought me out of my thoughts. I found myself surrounded, as my mind switched into a protection mode my body switched into an offensive one.

I prepared for the attack.