LOVESICK

Chapter Twentiy Nine: can't hide it forever

"You did." He shrugged,
"You ether eat or leave this room,i will give you three seconds to decide," he took out three fingers to count, "one....two....three,times up! I hope you decided" he smirked,

"You're a fucking jerk!" She sat up too fast knocking the chair down,
I stayed silent,it looked like they were dealing with something that was between them so I didn't need to interfere.

"Choke." She said before leaving the dining room,
"What do you have against her?" Fuck it,curiosity had gotten the best of me,
"You don't need to know" he smiled and continued to eat,

I'm so curious literally,what was that thing,
You know what,i will find out.

Suddenly Ivan stood up,
"I'm done for today," he sighed and ran out of the dining room,he must've lost his appetite,
"Wait!" I quickly stood up as well and caught up to him,

"Hold on Ivan,can we talk about something?" I approached him,he was going to the living room,he rarely works from outside the house,all he does it sit with some men and make plans for god knows what.

"About what?" He asked as he continued to walk to the living room,after finishing his breakfast
"Uhh something important" I answered trying to follow up with him,he didn't walk he literally ran,why does he walk so fast?
"Okay but not now,go wear something some men will come here, and i don't want them to see you like this" he suddenly stopped,

"Why? I look normal!" I argued,
He chuckled gently as if he was mocking me in some way,
"You are showing too much skin,plus i can see that you are not wearing a bra" he whispered,

"So?" I crossed my arm and questioned him in a sassy tone,
"Does it keep turning you on you pervert?" I grabbed his blazer and pulled him closer teasing him for it,he smiled at my little action and leaned closer to my ear,

"I don't want my men to keep secretly checking you out,now how about we keep this sight only for me to see?" He whispered seductively,
"But don't worry your theory is valid too" he pulled away and winked,
"Hurry and dress up"

"B-But when can we talk?" I grabbed his arm as he turned around to continue walking to the living room,
"We will after I'm done,until I finish you can wait in the piano room" he smirked and walked away,

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Now I would be completely lying if i said that I'm not nervous right now,
I kept thinking of ways to tell him,I somewhat want it to be special,but still it was an unplanned thing so....it wouldn't be a positive special,

I walked back and forth in the piano room, and at this rate my finger nails were beginning me for some mercy,i kept pulling the dead skin around them and it stung and bled at the same time but it was my nervous habit,i was too nervous to feel the pain,

I had changed my clothes though so I'm a bit more comfortable now that anyone could see me without judging why I'm walking around the house in a night dress,buy yet again that was another stupid habit i had,just walking around with the clothes i sleep in.

"N-Not to disturb you young lady but...", i turned around to see who's at the door and Alice,the third maid, walked in,
"Oh hello Alice," I greeted her,
"Maria is asking for you at the kitchen,she said it's important.." she started talking awkwardly rubbing her hands together,