사 (四)

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Taehyung
So
Believe me yet?
I could answer you more questions if you want

Jungkook
No
I believe you
Hah
Can't believe I'm saying that

Taehyung
I miss you

Jungkook
Me too
I miss you
So goddamn much
Why did you leave me?

Taehyung
You know I had to leave

Jungkook
No. I don't know Tae
Was it because of me?

Taehyung
Of course not
But I did wish you were beside me
At least that one last time

Jungkook
Then why?

Taehyung
I guess I was just tired
Tired of everything that're thrown at me

Jungkook
I would love to at least stop you
Yea.. maybe I could've stopped you
So maybe.. it really is my fault that you're gone

Taehyung
It's not your fault Kookie
It's never your fault
I was.. really tired

Jungkook
Why are you tired?
You never told me your hardships
You were always fine

Taehyung
I didn't want to trouble you
I want you to think that I'm ok
Because
I love you
I still love you

Jungkook
...
How can you say that
When you're using his name
When you're acting exactly like him
..
I love you too
I still love you too, Tae
I'm lonely
I'm lonely without you
Hyungs told me to move on
But it's only a couple of weeks
How do I even do that..

[ Jungkook starts to cry ]

Taehyung
Please, don't forget me
I'm lonely too
Life without you is lonely

Jungkook
I want to hear you
I want to hear you say my name
To say Kookie in front of me as you caress my cheeks
My wet cheeks

Taehyung
You know I can't do that
At least.. not now
You're not beside me

Jungkook
I'm sorry
I'm sorry to whoever you are that you have to coop up with me when I'm like this

Taehyung
It's ok
Life is hard
I understand
I too, want to hold you right now
I want to take your sadness away
I love you

Jungkook
Tae..
I wanted to hear your sweet sweet voice for the last time
Just— Once more
Or I should've at least take more selfies with you
I'm sorry I shouldn't be shy
I regretted it

Taehyung
Why don't we?

Jungkook
What do you mean?
We can't do that
.. you can't do that

Taehyung
Kookie, come over
Come here
With me
You don't have to feel lonely anymore

Jungkook
I'm sorry I don't plan on meeting you
This was.. fun
This was short
You helped me out with my sadness
It may feel like I'm using you but.. I don't want to meet strangers

Taehyung
Is TaeTae a stranger to you?
Why don't you believe me?
I'm Kim Taehyung

Jungkook
But

Taehyung
Kookie. Please
It's scary
It's lonely
It's cold
I'm nothing without you
I want your warmth
I miss you so much
You don't know how much I need you
I can't— without you I can't—
.. you can? Live without me..?
Right now.. Kim Taehyung wants you..

Jungkook
I can't
I can't live without you
I can't do anything without you

Taehyung
Then come here

Jungkook
Where?

Taehyung
Right by my side

Jungkook
Where is your side?

Taehyung
You know where..

Jungkook
...
I'm scared
I really am

Taehyung
Don't be
I did it
The pain will be gone
It'll be over in a second
And then..

Jungkook
I'll meet you again

Taehyung
We'll be together again. This time forever
I'll be waiting
And then both of us.. won't be lonely anymore

Jungkook
...
Alright
I'll go
For you I'll go
Wait for me
Taehyung..

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