Miri's War Day Thirteen
Dedicated to Sarah Wehe, and my new friend Jessy Zempel, a fellow warrior against illness.
Today was overwhelming, two appointments and four groups in one day. I learned lots about why like I judge myself so harshly, but now? Beating myself up for judging myself.
I weigh 103 pounds today, but my blood pressure has stayed low, scary. Shanny told me when I reach 125 pounds, she will buy me a silver and ruby necklace !!
I was touched by many things today, meeting Jessy, sharing poems with Ciaran, seeing a dew covered spider web.
The Demon still stalks me though, each bite of food is a fight
Victory: I'm replacing the bad people online with new caring ones like Sarah and Jessy
Setback: Stuttering is back, and I am.like soooo emo.
Affirmation: I give love back to those who care for me
Unicorns and kittens Miribeth
