Miri's War Day Eleven
Today's been a quiet day, hanging out with Chloe Neil and playing video games, after getting home from therapy with Juliet this morning.
She and Anna talked with me at length of whether I am suicidal. I'm not, just frustrated and sad at times.
Juliet agrees with Shoshanna's comments of yesterday, that like I'm seeing too many negative, not enough positive.
I weigh 102 pounds again, I see the medical doctor tomorrow and like a nutrionist. Maybe some diet ideas can help me gain a bit more weight.
I'm excited talking with my friend Sarah Wehe, we have tons of fun. I love her unicorn pictures.
Music of the day is Christina Perri, her songs way touch my heart.
Victories: Having a better attitude, and stable vitals. Having a target pf three weeks to return to work part time. Eating a oven hot chocolate chip cookie. Seeing deer at our pond.
Setback: Consequences if I feel self harmful again.
Affirmations: I find pleasure in small things
Unicorns and kittens Miribeth Liebowitz
