Gerard
I feel Frank tense all over his body, but then he kisses me back. He wraps his arms around me and slightly opens his mouth. I immediately grab that opportunity and open my mouth too. Our tongues find each other and I moan. I put Frank on his back and straddle his hips before kissing him again. I feel his erection growing and I-
"S-stop..." I hear. Shit. I look at Frank and cup his face with my hands. "Honey, it's okay that you don't want this." I whisper reassuring.
"B-but... but I do want to do this with you... It's just... I... I feel..." he stutters and starts crying again. I want to console him, ask him what's wrong. But he pulls away and sprints out of the room, leaving me startled.
What the...
Frank
Dear Diary...
Shit shit shit! What have I done? I'm so stupid! So fucking stupid! How could I let Gerard kiss me like that? You met him yesterday, YESTERDAY FRANKIE!
What does he think of me now? He probably thinks I'm weird and he never wants to have to do anything with me again.
I mean. He was aroused, I was aroused. But then... but then I became hard... I realized, again, that I'm a boy. I almost cried and that's why I left Gerard alone.
I want to have sex with Gerard so badly. But not as a boy...
I... I think I'm going to get an ice coffee at Starbucks for the second time today. I need it.
So long and goodnight.
I close my notebook and walk to Starbucks.
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It's not who I am... - Frerard
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