Heart ache

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Excuse me for a moment while I vent
I had my heart fixed on you
Dreams I dreamt were of kissing you not missing you
I got too fixated on fixing you
Thought you'd be mine
Or at least id be yours
I believed every lie like I was more than sure
I made you a priority when I never even mattered to you
Once you got what you wanted
You used me for later issues
I wish I didn't open up
Cause now I'm hurt too much
You really fucked my though process up
Got me thinking dark suicidal thoughts
You called me weak for having feelimgs after asking me to have feelings
Made me feel crazy like I was in it alone when you coached me along
Treated you like a King until you believed it, now you done forgot who helped you fight through your demons, treating me like the community when I am the kingdom, how dare you belittle me then call your self my friend.
I should have known better
Than to let your ass in.

Crumbling Curiosity~ By Amber E. Williams aka HeartMeDontHateMeWhere stories live. Discover now