Crumbling Curiosity~ By Amber E. Williams aka HeartMeDontHateMe

okay

You taste like mint gum and fragility

you taste like "stay away from me."

you came and I received, all of you I crave in me,

I feel your lips on my skin, your mouth kissing places no ones ever been

and I'm okay with it

I'm okay with this.

Your eyes meet mine in reassurance trying to see if you still have the green light, if everything you're doing is alright

baby I'm fine with it.

you taste like him who I should stay away from

like crisp apples and no promises

like fruit rolls ups and whipped cream

you taste like a dream

you taste careless and carefree

you make me corny and giddy

You taste like "let's risk it all."

and I'm okay with it

you make me feel safe and shit

beautiful and terrified all at the same time

if you ask me to give my self to you completely I might not be able to say no this time

You taste like "fuck it all."

you make me want to do more and more

and I'm okay with it.

I'm unsure about a lot of things but the way you make me feel

the way you touch me

the way I lose my breath when you speak

the way I crave to be in your embrace

imagining you just simply holding me..

I'm preparing myself for this moment to be over

because you don't believe in forever

and even though you tell me you don't trust and I know you've never really been in love

for some reason just the possibility of you being mine and you appreciating me as yours

makes me okay with it.