Beyond Our Titles (Alpha/Omega Book 2/3) [Boy/Boy] - 2012

Chapter 10: Fucked Up

He slowly shook his head. "I'm sorry but no. Pyro hasn't been back here since he moved out...I can't honestly blame him though." He slightly chuckled, "He hated it here." 

My gut dropped. Pyro had been lying to me the whole time...If he wasn't here, then where did he go all those times? "Excuse me but I have to go." I quickly stood, trying to hide the tears that were threatening the corner of my eyes. I was the Sayrin. I couldn't cry. Langley was younger than I and in some delusion, I couldn't imagine the young boy ever shedding any tears - hell, I had never even see Pyro cry. 

Langley stood as well, his feet shuffling against the ground suddenly. "A-Are you sure? You're more than welcomed to stay for the rest of the night...It'd be nice to have more than just guards under this roof." 

I suddenly felt sorry for him. If must be very lonely being by yourself all the time. He could go play outside but would require the guards to follow him around and I highly doubt any children of the District would want to go anywhere near him with them around. They could be very intimidating... 

"I'm sorry but I must go." He nodded in understanding and led me out, wishing me a safe trip once I was back outside. I pulled my coat higher around my neck and buried my chin in it as far as I could. This way I was able to breath in the air that was warmed by my body heat rather than that that circled me in the darkness. I should be scared but there was an eerie calmness about the night that I found unresistable. 

               I rushed into Jay's arms the second they opened, thankful for his warmth. "Where have you been Lauren?!" He questioned, kissing my forehead. I couldn't bring myself to tell him the truth yet...The thought of bonding with Pyro somehow sickened me right now. I had a strong hunch that he was somehow involved in the uprising but I forced the idea out of head. Pyro loved the Demon District - He loved me! He wouldn't do that to me. 

I slowly pushed myself out of Jay's arms, my own hands coming up to hold my elbows. "I - I came to say good-bye." I swallowed back my tears, the air around us going cold. 

"What are you talking about Lauren? Where are you going?" He took a few steps closer to me but I stood my ground, considering if I backed up anymore I would be out of the tent. "Lauren?" 

"I'm sorry Jay." I fought back my tears, desperate to stay strong for myself and everyone else I held dear. "I had to do what's right for my District." He took a few steps back again, his head slowly beginning to shake. 

"You've bonded with someone else - didn't you?!" His voice was thick with emotion as he asked the question that he most likely already knew the answer to. 

I shook my head. "I'm sorry Jay. I love you but -" 

"No Lauren. You can't love me if you bonded with someone else!" He yelled desperately. "You can't love me." 

"I do love you Jay." I tried again, wanting him to know how I truly felt. 

His hands wrapped around my upper arms, slightly squeezing them. "If you really loved me then you wouldn't have bonded with someone else!" 

"Jay, you're hurting me." I whimpered but part of me liked the pain, I deserved to be hurt by him...I had hurt him first after all. He let go of me and I slumped to the ground, my legs unable to hold myself up. My hands rubbed at the spots he had been holding, bruises undoubtedly forming. 

"Get out." He ordered, running a tense hand through his hair. 

I stood, reaching out to him, "Jay I'm -" 

"I said get the fuck out!" He shouted again, Jacoby now making his presence known with a few soft cries at the sound of his angered father. 

I stumbled out, once again collapsing just outside the tent, my chest feeling like it was being torn from the inside out. "Lauren?!" A girl's voice called out, moments before her arms were around me, guiding me back onto my feet. "Are you okay?" 

I hugged Kat to me, her slightly swollen belly pushing into my flat stomach. "I messed up Kat." I cried into her shoulder, thankful that we were basically the same height. 

"Breathe Lauren; you're going to hyper ventilate." She ran a hand down my back, comforting me as best as she could. I felt guilty though, this was my entire fault...she shouldn't be comforting me; she should be comforting her alpha. He was the real victim here, I had hurt him... 

"He - He hates me now." I cried, my voice getting stuck amongst the sobs in my throat. "Jay hates me." 

"Jay doesn't hate you. Why would you think that? He loves you." She tried to comprehend the whole situation but she really had no clue. 

               Once I had calmed down enough to explain everything to her she was shocked. "I never thought you would bond with a demon." 

"I am half demon you know." I slightly smiled, my nose still running from my crying fit. "His name is Pyro." My voice went monotone at the mention of his name. 

"Well, I hope this Pyro guy knows how lucky he is..." She allowed herself to trail off, not really knowing where she was even going with that sentence. 

"I love them both." I admitted, my voice getting thick again. "But that doesn't matter 'cause I fucked everything up." I dropped my head into my hands, my eyes now too dry to cry anymore. 

"Don't say that." Kat hugged me again, her embrace warm in the almost muggy atmosphere.

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