30 Days Without You// Randy Fanfic

Chapter eight

Andy's P.O.V
Day 8 away from home

Dear Diary,

I miss them. I miss all of the boys. I can't bring myself to go back, I keep telling myself this is for them best. For me and for them. That's the only reason I'm sat here now, outside in the forest afew miles away from my home, my old home.

I wonder what the boys are doing maybe they've forgotten about me already, maybe the fans know, what if they don't care either. But it doesn't matter if they care or not, they're never gonna see me again.

This is what my life is now, surviving on my own, buying food from dodgy corner shops, I haven't a clue what's happening in the real world.

I've forgotten what my own voice sounds like, I'm lonely out here. Part of me wants me to just run back, back into Rye's arms instead of out here in the cold. But that's when I remember Rye doesn't need me, he doesn't love me like I love him, he has a girlfriend, he's happy.

I'm doing fine out here though, It's not enjoyable but I'm surviving. This is for the greater good anyway for Rye and the rest, they'll do better without me. My only entertainment and thing keeping me sane is writing in this book everyday. But someday the ink in my pen is gonna run out and the money I have to buy food will be gone. I don't know how much longer I'll last out here but I'm not going back. I'm not going to ruin their lives...

I put away my diary in my backpack before curling up in my little sleeping bag, cuddling my legs to keep warm. It's getting colder now as summer fades away. It's going to only get harder from now on. I take a little sip of my water before falling into an uneasy sleep.

"Hold on let's check in here," I wake up to the sound of a familiar voice,
"Are you sure the police haven't already?" I recognise the Irish accent immediately.
"They probably have, but it's worth a look," he's with Brook.

I hear movement in front of me, they're coming to find me. I jump up leaving everything behind, running as fast as I can struggling for breath as my legs burn. I have to get away.

Heyyyy
Double update today (I got a comment so here you go xx)
Hope you liked this chapter Ill update again asap xx
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