"Since no one else is here and it's a slow day we can squeeze it in,I suppose."the lady with glasses on her nose at the computer.
"Mam What seems to be the problem"the short lady at the desk asked me.Have you ever seen a four foot man with nice eyebrows.Her face looks like that man that chased the smurfs.
"My baby seems to have difficulties while breathing"Trey said. "Is this the father of the child"she asked me in a petty way. "Does he look like the father of the child"I rolled my eyes.Trey smiled and shook his head.
"Okay follow me."She lead us to a room where a very pretty lady sat.She has nice skin,natural curly hair,and she looks beautiful.She has a pin pinned on her with money.
"Happy Birthday"me and Trey both said in harmony as we sat down. "Thanks.Im that big 50 today."she laughed and closed the door. "You look so young"I smiled showing my teeth. "Baby don't lie to me"she smiled too.
"So what brings you here.By the way I'm Dr.Kayla but call me Dr.Kay"she said.I mean what else brings you here other than sickness. "Well my baby has been throwing up and her breathing is unsteady"I said.
"I'm glad you came sooner rather than later.Something could've happened to this sweet baby in her sleep"she started writing on her clipboard.
"So I need to check her.So who's gonna sit up here with her mama or daddy"she stood up and I sat on the chair thingy with her.She started turning blue.
"Whats wrong with her"I sound so scared.The doctor quickly took her.The Mani stopped wheezing and fell limp in the doctor's arms.
She ran out the room full speed,leaving me and Trey in shock.I started crying.Full force.I pushed Trey off of me.We were being so inconsiderate of our baby when we was having sex.I could've been near her to prevent this sooner.If I could've took her here earlier,what would've happened.
Me and Trey got up and left the room and went to the waiting room.
"Trey she didn't look good at all.Is she de"I cut myself off with more tears.He rubbed my back but I snatched away.A peaceful appearance turned into a life and death situation.
3 whole hours later.
Dr.Kay walked out of the double doors with her head held low.She had gloves on and they had blood on them.My poor baby.
"How is she"I jumped up and asked.I don't need to hear that I lost another baby. My first child that I lost hurt me but not as much as this.I hope she's not gone.I actually had a chance this time to become attached.
"She has a hole in both sides of her lungs"She explained.My mood went from bad to worst.
"She is okay and is in stable condition.She has really bad asthma and needs and inhaler.You can come see her"we followed her down a long hallway.More people filled the waiting room.
"You have to watch her at all times.Mr.Traylor and Ms. ah Hood"she looked at a chart on the wall.All the little tubes running out of my baby are so big.Like when Trey was on life support.She got that little thing in her mouth.
All of a sudden I got this bad feeling.My head hurts really bad along with my stomach.And there is a horrible pain between my legs.The pain is so unbearable that I started crying.
"Woah mama,how are you holding up"Dr.Kay stared at me intently. "She's expecting"Trey said while holding Mani's finger.
I looked down and a little blood trickled down my leg...
Treezy
Dr.Kay and Jazz rushed out of the room.The day started off so write and ended so badly.Well it's not even over yet.Jazz stressing while she pregnant.Mani hooked up to some machines.
She opened her eyes and started smiling.Such a happy baby.I know she's hurting yet she smiled through the pain.I wish I could do that.Smile like there's no worry in the world even when I'm hurting.But wouldn't that be faking?Acting like I'm happy but I'm not.Jazz does it all the time.Mental stability means a lot to me.I'm too young to have all this money,1 child and one on the way,and Jazz.She's so much mature then me and yet we chose each other.
I need somebody on my level.Or maybe I should act like I'm on hers...
"Hey daddy's baby"I played with her hair and fingers while she laughed.Well at least she tried to.You can tell she struggling though.I hate to see my baby hurting and all I can do is comfort her.
As a father,I'm supposed to be there for her if she needs me.Even if she doesn't need me.I am supposed to protect her.And here I am,failing.Failing to be a father.Failing to be a good man.Failing to be there for Jazz.Failing to be a good boyfriend.Im just failing in general.
I picked up my phone and called Ar'mon back.He been blowing me up.
"Bro is every thing okay?"he asked.Ima tell him the truth I guess.I swear I'm so stressed right now.
"No bro.Ar'mani has 2 holes in her lungs.One on each side and she stopped breathing in the doctor's hands.Everything is a mess right now."I told him.
"Wow bro I'm on the way."he said.He cares for the baby so much.I love my big brother.He a real one
"Look make sure Queen watch Jazz house cause she don't trust everyone else.Maybe Kate though"I said.Ion need nothing else going wrong.
"Alright.I'll be there in like 30 minutes.Im in the middle of doing something right now"he said.
"Ight bro.Finish What you doing"I told him and hung up.I'm 20 with all this shit on my plate.And a ungrateful girlfriend
⛈-don't dream to eat and then complain about what's on your plate.
Only real ones understand!
I put my head near Ar'mani's hand and held onto her.
How y'all feel?
