I opened my eyes,quickly scanning my surroundings.I'm in an extreme amount of pain and my legs are propped wide open.I felt this weight on my arm and I looked down to see Trey,sleep.He quickly woke up.I'm trying to put everything together.
"Trey why are my legs open?"I asked
"Are you okay"he asked
"What happened?"I asked
"You had a miscarriage"he said.
"W-w-where's Darryl"I asked
"Calm down"he said
"McQueen is dead"I said loudly
"Baby,calm down"he said squeezing my hand
"Is Darryl dead"I asked
"He's okay"said Trey
"Take my legs down"I said trying to lift them but I couldn't.
"Jazz.Your miscarriage was incomplete.The Baby was supposed to come out but it didn't.Your legs are propped because you're gonna have to have this baby"he said
"They are gonna make me push out a dead baby"I said crying
"If they cut it out you're at high risk of dying.So their gonna give you a pill and you're gonna push"he said
"No No No No"I screamed.The monitor started beeping loudly.
A nurse ran in.
"She's not ready"said Trey
"It's okay.We can wait.But she'll experience more pain"she said
|Trey|
I can't see her like this,not again.I remember when she took sleeping pills and tried to kill her self.Seeing her lie lifeless in that bed like that was better than seeing her in this type of pain.She lost our baby.Our baby.Our.Knowing that she was robbed at gunpoint is getting at me.Even though we aren't on the best of terms I was supposed to be there.To take a bullet for her and our baby.To be her protector.Im just sitting in the waiting room leaving her to face all of this by herself.I walked back to her room.She was still crying.
"I'm here baby.Im not gonna leave"I said holding her hand.I looked down and the sheets were red.She's gonna continue to bleed if they don't take it out.
"Trey"she said
"Yes"I replied
"They put a gun to my head"she said shaking
"Who"I asked
"I-I-I-I can't tell you"she sad stuttering.
"Yes you can"I said
"No"she said
"They are the reason we're here now"I said trying not to scream
"I didn't see them I could only hear"she said
"So you can identify them by voice?"I asked
She didn't respond.
"I watched McQueen die,I held Darryl.Is he okay?Is McQueen really dead?"she said squeezing my hand
"Darryl is fine baby.McQueen is too"I said.Knowing I'm lying to spare her feelings.But he's in a better place now.I hope
"They said if I give any details,they'll kill everybody I've ever been in contact with"she said crying
I wiped her tears.I even let some fall from my face.Then the nurse and a doctor walked in with gloves and shit on.Jazz look so scared.
"The fetus was 12 weeks old"said a nurse spreading Jazz legs even wider.
Then the other one handed her a pill and they walked out.Jazz just stopped crying out of the blue.
"We need a name"she said
"We don't know the gender"I said
"So,I want it to have deep meaning"said Jazz
"Hope?Peace?Sincere?"I said
"This Baby was something we loved but is dead right?A dead part of us"she said.I don't where she going with this but she right so far.
"Yeah"i said
"Let's say it's a girl.Im naming her Jatazzlyn"she said.As in Tae?
"Tae?"I sad in disbelief
"She's someone that I'll always love But is now dead to me"she said
"Jatazzlyn Tikerra Traylor"she said.So she wants to name our baby after our exes.She has a point but you know what,I'm gone let her have this one.Tired of fighting her.
"She's dead to you right?but someone you'll always love"said Jazz on the verge of crying.I really hope I can cut Ti off after this.I'll never hurt my baby again.Jazz started screaming loudly.
"Whats wrong"I asked standing up
"It hurts"she yelled.
Her machine started beeping.Then hear come the nurse running in.
"I need you to lay still and push"she said to Jazz
"Are you sure you wanna be in here?"she asked me
"Yeah I'm sure I said hiding Jazz hand even when she yelled.
She let out one loud ass scream and then the nurse was holding a towel.She got up and was finna walk out with it.
"No,I wanna hold it"said Jazz
The nurse gave me big eyes and I nodded to let her know that she can handle it.She gave it to Jazz and walked out.It was purple mixed with black and it hadn't fully formed yet.I didn't wanna look.
"Do you wanna hold it"asked Jazz.Hell no.I shook my head slowly so it wouldn't upset her.
"Take a picture"she said
"What"I said
"Take a picture of me holding it"she said again
"With your phone mines broke"she said and I took some steps back and took the picture.My hands were shaking.Then a man walked in with towels and fresh sheets.
He took the baby from Jazz after he cleaned up.
"Wait can we name it?"she asked
"Of course you can"he said
"Jatazzlyn Tikerra Traylor"She said.The man nodded and walked out.
Jazz looks so tired but it's hard to sleep with yo legs open.I put head on her hand and went to sleep.
Made something up y'all.So please don't bash me for it.Hope it sounds legit.Im trying to make up for missing so many days of not updating.I might end this book early though
