Next Day
Jazmine🍒
"Yeah just sell the remainder of my stock and then you boss.Call you later,Ar'mon coming in"I said and quickly put my phone down.
"Damn nigga that's my baby not yours"this nigga done had her ever since she was born.He literally stayed in the nic u with her.She looks so much like them.
"Jazz how long you have to stay in here"Ar'mon asked me. "For another week but I'm not though.Probably gonna go back to Florida"I said to him.
"You can barely keep your eyes open,you can't do it by yourself cause Trey gotta heal"he said
"I know"I didn't think of all that
"I talked to my mama last night and she said that you and Trey and Ar'mani and myself can stay with her and my sisters until y'all healed.So we all gone be in Detroit"he said quickly
"I guess bro"I yawned
"Or I can stay with you and help with Trey and Ar'mani"he said looking at the baby.She looks just like him.
"Dang bro,you love her that much"I laughed.
"My mama wanna see her"he told me.
"Tell her to come in here"I said.
"She can't"he said.
"Why"I asked him.Im so confused
"Because some bout oxygen or some like that"he said still looking at the baby.
"Ight well tell the nurse to bring a wheel chair and push me to Trey room"I said trying to get out the bed.Im in an extreme amount of pain.
"You can't move"he said in a strict tone.
"Boy if you don't shut up"I laughed it off.He walked out with my baby and walked in with a new nurse.
"Can you push me to Treyvion Traylor's room"I asked her all nicely and stuff cause she seem a little stuck up.
"Relationship?"she asked
"My daddy"Ar'mon hit my arm so hard
"I mean my boyfriend and he the father of my child"I said with the most cheesiest smile
She pushed a wheelchair in my room and when I tell you I couldn't feel my legs.I don't think I will ever walk again feeling the way I feel.
So Ar'mon and the nurse pushed me to Trey room. Ar'mon finally gave me my baby and he you can tell he didn't want too.He look like he finna snap at me.
"They said he was supposed to be up by now"he looked at Trey.
"Oh"I said because that's the only word I can even think to say.Man just looking at him hurting me right now.Because I wished this shit on him and look what happened.He probably gone hate me.
"You can go get your mama"I told Ar'mon.He left out
I keep looking back and forth between Ar'mani and Trey.My whole heart.I feel like I'm finna cry.I know I'm finna cry.I just don't wanna cry.Not right now.
"Hey beautiful.I just want you to know mommy and daddy loves you.I am not perfect and I'm apologizing already,this early in your life. I'm sorry for all the times I will have to punish you.I'm sorry for not letting you date any boys until you're grown.Im sorry for missing your important events already.Im sorry for not being there when you will need me.Im sorry for picking you up late from school.Im sorry for everything already.I just wanted you to know that even though you don't understand me at all.You probably like she crazy.But mommy is not perfect and I will miss a lot of things in your life.And your father in the other hand gone spoil the hell out of you.He gone let you do everything and buy you everything.We love you so much and I can't wait for him to meet you and"
Everybody cut me off when they walked in.
"Omg sis she's beautiful"-Queen
"My little nugget is gorgeous"-Mrs.Shiquita
"My niece is beautiful"-Ar'mon and Trey sisters
"I just wanna hold her"Queen
"She looks like Ar'mon and Trey"-Airi
"She pwetty"-Baby Chris
Ar'mon scooped her up so fast from me.
"Dang bro"we all laughed and everybody started drooling over her and I turned my attention to Trey.He doesn't look lifeless anymore so I think he's just sleeping,I hope.I grabbed his hand and moments later his head began to move and he squeezed my hand.
"Baby"I said and everybody's attention turned to me and the room grew silent as Trey's eyes popped open.He stared at me for a long time until everybody started talking to him. And Ar'mon ugly self won't let my baby go.He so attached till it's cute lmao.I love my brother.But I'm so happy Trey awake but him looking at me really scaring me.I don't know how he's feeling.
"Can we have a moment"I whispered in Ar'mon's ear and he gave me the baby and everyone cleared the room.
We had this intense ass staring session before I broke the silence.
"Do you wanna hold her"I asked him and after that I broke down into a full cry.I don't know why though.I felt like all of my feelings are coming down my face.From when I told him to die and to actually seeing him die.I feel it all.I looked at him and he had tears streaming down his face.Then Ar'mani started crying.
"It's okay baby"I pulled her closer to me and she stopped.
"I h-h-heard y-you"Trey said.He heard everything?He heard what I said when they pulled the plug?He heard it all?
"I'm so sorry Trey for wishing this all on you"I cried.
"You didn't fail me Jazz.I love you"He said.I looked him in his eyes again and I cried some more before I handed him the baby.She has a lot of hair to be a baby.
"She's beautiful"he said
"Trey you heard what I said?"I asked him while I wiped my face.
"Every word.I heard everything.I just couldn't speak"he said.
Ar'mon walked in.
"Here Ar'mon take her right now"Trey gave her the baby and he dipped.
"I don't wanna feel that"I said
"What?"he asked me
"I don't wanna feel like apart of me is dying"I said
"I felt like I was losing half of me and I couldn't do anything but pray."I said
"The day I welcomed new life I thought I was gonna lose my other half"I said
"Trey I died when I had her.She died too.I almost didn't make it and I told myself if you didn't make it and she didn't make it that I was gonna Kill myself because I failed you"
"I should've never wished that on you.Im sorry Trey.Im sorry.And Tae"I cut myself off with crying.I loved Tae even after what she did.I forgave her.And she wanted to see me unhappy so bad to the fact that she was going to kill Trey.And she left a little girl with no mother.But I didn't want her to take her life.Her brain splatter was all over me.
"Jazz all of that's over now just focus on the future"Trey said.
"How can I?Did your ex blow her brains out in front of you?Did you go through labor alone?Did you push a child out through"he cut me off.
"Do you love me?"he asked me
"Is that even a question"I cried
"Do you really"he asked me
"Of course I do and I'm sorry for everything"I said
"Marry Me"-Trey
