1 Week later
So they finally letting me out of the ICU.So they operated on me a few days ago and fixed my rib.And now they said I can go home.So Trey pushing me in a wheelchair out of the ICU.
"D-D-Darryl"I said
Trey looked too.He's on life support.
"Are they gonna pull the plug on him?"I asked tearing up
"His mom said that she's not"he said
"He's not breathing on his own"I said
"You're putting stress on your body.We just finished talking about that"he said
Then he kept pushing my chair till we made it to the front desk.We signed papers and left.
"When you got your car down here"I asked
"Weeks ago"he said lifting me in the car.I been trying to tell him I can move on my own.My chest doesn't hurt that bad only when I'm doing a lot of moving.Now I'm just ready to talk to Trey and take this dye out of my hair.I had like 3 therapy sessions in the hospital mainly focusing on the movement in my upper body.I sat in the car and waited on Trey to get in and we drove off.I ain't seen Ar'mon ugly self in a minute.
"Trey can I see your phone"I asked
"Yeah"he said
"What's the password"I asked
"JTHTLT"he said
"Awe our initials"I said and unlocked his phone.I went straight to IG to see what's been happening. "1 dead, and 2 injured in armed robbery" All tea all shade posted that.Then they posted "DDG clinging to life,McQueen dead,and Perfectlaughs had miscarriage" I logged in to my IG and all I see is pull through Jazz.We're praying for you.I immediately logged out.I thought about reading his messages but I trust him.I don't even know if we're together.We pulled into the complex.My heart broke even more when i saw flowers in Darryl's parking spot.Trey pushed the chair to my side and opened the door.
"I can walk" I said
"No"said Trey
I got out the car standing up showing him I can walk.He gave a giant smile and closed the door.Trey left one day to take a shower and stuff and me and the doctor had a conversation that I didn't tell Trey about.Its gonna break his heart but I don't wanna be the reason he loses his smile.We walked in and sat down.
"Trey we need to talk"I said
"I was finna say the same thing"he said
"I love you and you know this"I said
"I love you too"he said
"If we get back together,will it be different?"I said
"Of course it would Jazz.Im sorry for having sex with her and you know this"he said
"I do."I said
"This was just a set back but we can move on from this.It was too early in our careers.We can have kids down the line right?"He said smiling.His smile quickly vanished once he saw me not answering.
"Right?"he asked
"Trey the hospital wants me to tie my tubes to avoid high risk pregnancies"I said
"But you're not right?"he asked
"I have too"I said
"No you don't.You're being selfish.We're in this together.You're not gonna take the easy way out"he said standing up
"T-T-Trey"I stuttered
"Jazz you should've never told me that cause now my head hurt"he said
"I am truly sorry."I said not knowing what I'm going to do.I just told the man that wants 6 kids I can't give him one.Well I can but...
Trey walked in our room and layed down.
I got up and got in the bed.His back was turned.It sounded like he was crying.
"Trey I love you but"I said thinking about what to say next
"But what"he said
"We can't be in a relationship turning out backs on one another"I said and he turned around.I got close up under him and he put his arms around me.
"I love you with all of my heart Jazz.Please don't go through with it"he said holding me
He made a point I am being selfish.
"I love you too" I said and I put my head on his chest...
