So he gave me stuff and I got up.It hurts but I don't care.I changed my clothes into something more suitable to the public eye.Everywhere I go, I meet some of my fans.I love to see the joy I bring them.So I put on my green Supreme shoes and tank top and it matched my hair and I threw on some white pants.It took me a little longer because I have to move carefully.So I wouldn't hurt me or the baby.So I threw my things in my Gucci bag that Trey bought which completely throws off my whole look off but I don't even care.So I walked in the living room to see them staring at me.
"What"I said trying to act normal.Trying to feel normal
"You look uncomfortable"said McQueen
"I don't think it's a good idea for you to come"said Darryl
"I need to get out,I'm gaining weight"I said
"You're pregnant,what do you expect"said McQueen laughing
He probably don't know that I'm at a high risk of dying.
"Are you sure you're okay?"asked Darryl
"Yes I'm fine I said
"Of it makes you feel better,you look nice"said McQueen smiling.A genuine smile something I wish I could do.
"Well let's go"said Darryl pausing the game and standing up.
"Oooo Bro Let me drive"said McQueen
"Hell no.Nobody driving my I8"he said
"Please bro.You know I'm broke and can't afford it.So let me drive"begged McQueen
"Let him drive Darryl"I said impatiently while locking the door.
"Okay,I guess"he said walking beside me.
"Thanks bro"said McQueen
"Don't make me regret it"said Darryl
Live life with no regrets.
We walked out to his car then my stomach wanna start hurting but ima play it off.I walked to the back door.
"I'll sit in the back.You need to prop your seat back"said Darryl getting in the back.So I walked to the front and sat down and buckled up.I quickly unbuckled.
"I told you it was a bad idea"said Darryl
"Drive McQueen"I said and he listened
"So where we finna eat at"I asked
"I want some Chinese food"said McQueen
"Ain't it's a place in the mall"asked Darryl
"They shut it down"I said
"It's a place like 20 minutes away from the mall."said McQueen
"That's too long what if you take the back road"said Darryl
"I mean we can"said McQueen taking a turn.My stomach started hurting and my eyes got really watery so I closed my eyes and started to count.I put my headphones in and played SAD by X.The song is has a new meaning that he's gone.Kill or Be Killed.
It's sad to hear that another young person is gunned down due to the simple fact of someone else's jealousy to the materialistic things which they are imposed to working for.Shit hurts.I nodded off.
15 minutes later I woke up.
"Dang bro they need to move"said Darryl
"Why they took the same road as us anyways"said McQueen
"Well nigga a road ain't made just for you"I said laughing
"Why they stopping"said Darryl unbuckling his seatbelt
"Don't get out they'll move"I said nodding back off
"They getting out bro"said McQueen
"They got a gun"I said stuttering
"Pass me my gun Jazz it's in the thing up there"said Darryl panicking
I completely froze.
"Jazz Pass it here"he said yelling
Next thing you know they opened McQueen's door.
"What do y'all want"said McQueen
"The money"said a high pitched crackling voice of which that belongs to a female
The man didn't open his mouth.He look tall.I tried moving my hands to open the compartment.
"Another move and all of y'all will die"she said
"Get out"she said pointing the gun at me.Then Darryl.
McQueen tried to snatch her gun but she shot him.Not one time.But three times.
I started screaming.
"Shut her up"she said looking at the man and he came to my side.I watched the woman throw McQueen's body out the car.Then the man threw me on the ground on my back which is a good thing.The woman forced Darryl out the car.
"What do you want"I asked shaking
"You"he said in a deep voice
"We don't have time to rape her"the woman said
"You killed him?"he asked in a deep voice
"He's breathing.Kill her and then him and let's go"she said grabbing my bag
"Don't kill her,Kill me"said Darryl
The man shot him with no hesitation.Now it's just me.Darryl was looking at me with pain in his eyes.I could feel it.
"Kill her"said the woman with a loud voice
"No just take the money"he said
"Leave no witness behind"the woman said.I wish I knew how she looked.They had masks on.
"You kill her" he said
The woman put bullets in her gun and cocked it back.
"She's - pregnant-you wouldn't kill a pregnant woman would you"said Darryl as he coughed up blood.
"Pregnant people don't bleed"said the woman with a hissing laugh.I looked down in between my legs and there was blood.Lots of it.Oh my god.I see people in the distance but crying for help would do me no good.The man walked up to me and pressed the gun against my temples.Darryl reached for his phone but the woman stepped on it.
"Kill her"she said
"If you call the police or give them any details on what happened,I will kill you,your family,and anyone you have ever loved."he said
I let tears fall.
"I won't tell"I said stuttering
"Let's go.We have no time.You should have killed her"she said running to the black SUV with the man following.I watched them pull off.I looked over at Darryl and he was looking back gagging for air.I crawled over to McQueen.I put his head in my lap.He breathed in and he let out a deep breath and his eyes stayed open.I cried and I put my hands over his face and closed them.
"It's okay.Its okay"I said crying.I started going through his pockets and I found his phone.I went to emergency dial and I shakily called 911 as I crawled to Darryl.
"Stay with me"I said holding his head.But the pain in my stomach was unbearable.
"Hello"
"My friends h-have been shot"I said crying heavily
"Calm down.Where are you"
"10 minutes away from the mall.T-the backroads"I said
"Are your friends breathing"
"One is dead the other barely"I said
"We have people on the way.How are you holding up?Are you injured?"
"I-I-I'm having a miscarriage"I said crying
"They're on the way.Comfort your friend"
Then the phone hung up.Fuck it went dead.I started screaming at the top of my lungs.
"T-tell Ken I love her"said Darryl breathing heavy
"No you're gonna tell her.You are not dying"I said crying
"M-M-McQueen"He said
"Don't worry about him.Hes in a better place"I said rubbing his head
He took a deep breath like McQueen.
"No No No I just lost my baby.You don't get to die on me"I said and I hit his chest and his eyes opened.
"Stay with me"I said then I hear sirens.Three ambulances and cop cars pulled up.
"Mam what happened"asked an officer
"T-t-h"I couldn't even speak
"She's going into shock"yelled a lady
"Get the to the hospital"yelled an officer
I saw them put Darryl and McQueen on stretchers and then I felt my body being laid down.They put me on a stretcher and put me in the ambulance.They put a mask over my face and that's all I remember.......
