UNLOVED ( undergoing editing + rewriting )

ch10-work hard

As the days are passing

He's usually stuttering

Stuttering with fear

"Tomorrow is an important exam right ?" His dad asked

A glimpse of exictement rushed through the boys veins as he nodded slowly

"Dad im s-

"SO STOP PLAYING VIDEO GAME DAY AND NIGHT AND STUDY" his dad yelled making him flinch

Playing ?

When

Didn't he noticed him studying the past weeks ?

Didn't he noticed his eye b-

Oh.

Probably thinking I'm wasting my time on

Playing games.

That's the reason of my eye bags.

Right.

What else can he expect from me ?

The boy thought as he shook his head mentally

"Y-yes dad.." jungkook said bowing

"Give all your games." He dad said making the boy's eyes wide

"Dad but w-

"Do as I say" his dad said as his voice became soft a little

He didn't wanted to be harsh on the boy

But he had to

To make him

Perfect

And a responsible child.

Jungkook nodded

And picked all his video games and game downstairs keeping them on the coffee table infront of his dad

His nodded

It's been more than a week in the guest room..

Jungkook thought

So he decided to say it

"D-dad.. i-its been m-more than a w-week in g-guest room.. c-can I m-move back?" Jungkook asked

Again stuttering when he spoke

Mr.jeon stared at the boy thinking whats the best outcome for the boy

Sleeping in guest room or going back to his room

"Fine, move back" mr.jeon said

Jungkook slowly nodded and climbed upstairs

And took all his belongings from the guest room and slowly walked towards his shared room with his brothers

his footsteps froze when he heard talking from inside

"I don't get it why dad did that !?" Jimin

He sounded furious

"What do u mean ?" Another voice came

It sounded like yoongi

"Dad just randomly stroked his head and pecked his forehead!"

"So?"

"Yoongi hyung ! Dad never does that to jungkook, it's like this feeling he gonna leave him somewhere or something pfft."

As jimin spoke halfway through his sentence it started getting mixed with laughter

Listening to this jungkook slowly gulped down his tears

Trying to think positive

It's okay

It's nothing like this

It will be fine

He said to himself

"Tsk..I also don't get it why didn't dad put him in boarding till yet ? Yoongi hyung his attitude makes me sick, the coldness in his eyes...just...

I hate it"

"That's true, his attitude is so unbearable and inmannered,but jimin he's 12, maybe dad will put him in after  2 years ?"

Yoongi said his voice coming out serious

Jungkook shakily heaved a breath as he stepped back and walked back to the guest room

Closing the door

He hit his chest

Trying to stabilize his breath

It's the same thing

The breathing

When he wanted to yell tae's name

When he fell

He wanted to yell and tell them

But

God's hates him

He didn't even let him speak nor let him breath

His doe eyes wobbled with nervousness as his legs felt like jelly

His chest felt like there was a big rock above it

Where no one is to help remove it.

The small crying frame of the boy dropped on the floor

Coughing as his breathing ragged

"H-h-hel-p-p.." he stuttered as tears dropped down his doe eyes

Attitude

.

But I can't change that

I can't

If I do

I might break infront of u all

And ask for attention

And love.

The boy whimpered and stood up going to the bathroom and splashing water on his face and drying his face with a towel and picked up his stuff again

Trying to regain his normal breath

And walked and opened the shared room getting a cold stare of jimin

A sleeping taehyung

And a blank yoongi

Jungkook just walked towards his bed and sat on it his back facing his hyungs

As he slowly stood up and kept his stuffs in the appropriate spaces ignoring jimin's glaring

When he was done

He sat down

Should I go ?

"Dinner is ready!!" Mr.jeon yelled from downstairs

Jungkook heared jimin wake up taehyung

As they walked out

"Stop being cold and heartless kid.. it wont give u ANYTHING" yoongi spoke as he stood up walking out

And closing the door

"I d-dont h-have a choice...

For being h-heartless and c-cold..

I don't wanna loose u all to my needy self for love and attention."