He thought as a tear dropped down his eyes

Wiping it quickly as he stood up heaving a sign and took a piece of paper and wrote

'make dad proud'

As he slightly smiled putting it under the guest room's bed

And for the 12 year boy

Making his dad proud was to

Get good grades
Be responsible

And.

Perfect.

He signed as he heard his dad yelled from downstairs for dinner

He hates dinners and breakfasts

He have to distant

Keep quiet

Head down.

As he walked down

He stumbled when jimin brushed passed him

As he heard jimin mummble "tsk"

He scoffed.

Keep the act together

And started walking downstairs

As he saw taehyung after 3 days walk past him

He stopped

His breathing suddenly ragged

As he felt.

Regretful

For existing.

If he wasn't there

Taehyung wouldn't have get hurt

He wouldn't have hurt his head

He hurt his brother.

And he couldn't help but not forgive himself for that

Not now

Never.

"D-dad! I-i am s-studying I a-ate something a-already!" Jungkook shakily shouted as he walked back to the guest room

Dropping on his knees

Damn.

-

Days passed as jungkook worked harder.

By harder.

Means..


He gave more than his all.

Because he already was giving his all.

All In studies

All in school.

It was very well evident

That the boy wasn't getting much sleep

The faint eye bags was making him look sick

But

Tomorrow

Was a exam.

"JUNGKOOK." His dad yelled making the boy flinch and sign as he stood up from his bed to walk downstairs

Jungkook would be lying if he said he didn't missed eating dinner with his family.

Eventhough

He didn't really engage with them

But it warmed his heart just to see them smile

"Y-yes dad?" Jungkook uttered

Feeling dissapointed
As he noticed

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