All for you

3.

I caught him glancing at me through the mirror and smiled to myself, looking down at my fingers. I love how he kept me in his line of sight despite us having to keep our distance in public.

"I'm going to start" the coordinated said. I flicked my hair back as I looked up, my fringe growing out so long that it covered my eyes.

"Do you want to cut your hair?" our coordinator asked, helping me clip it back.

"No. It's fine" I said, shaking my head, knowing how much Jackson liked my long hair.

"Your hair has never been this long" Mark commented, standing behind my chair.

"Does it not suit me?" I frown. I reached up to remove the clip, shaking my fringe out before looking at Mark.

"Park Jinyoung. You look good all the time" Jackson shouted across the room, causing everyone to turn and look at him before laughing along.

"It's true hyung" Yugyeom laughs, turning in his chair to look at me.

"I didn't mean anything. I've just never seen your hair that long" Mark smiles apologetically, squeezing my shoulder.

I nod, frowning slightly still while feeling so self conscious. The coordinator gave me a small smile, clipping my hair up before starting on my makeup.

We were walking towards the filming set when Jackson tugged me back into his arms, the two of us hiding in a corner.

"Hi squish" he whispers.

"Seunnie. We got to go" I frown, tugging him along to catch up with the others.

"Squish..." Jackson sighs, pulling me back to give me a quick peck before letting go of me.

I hesitated, standing there while tilting my head at him. What was with that random kiss?

Jackson looked back into my eyes, looking concerned about something.

I frowned, squeezing his arm lightly before hurrying to catch up with the other members. Jackson slowly joined us after, getting teased at by the host, Jackson having worked with him before.

I didn't know why but I felt so down throughout the filming of the show. I felt irrationally jealous when Jackson talked to the host and the other members even though I knew nothing was going on.

Jackson noticed and sat next to me during our break, rubbing his arm so that his fingers brush against my arm lightly.

I kept quiet, not knowing how to act while I felt so down either. I leaned my body towards his slightly, soaking in his warmth.

"Jinyoungie. What's wrong?" he asked, his voice low while he openly rubbing my knee.

I shook my head in response, not knowing how to answer him either. I stared at his hand that was rubbing my knee, my fingers itching to just hold his hand.

"Hey. Look at me" Jackson whispered, interlacing our fingers while pretending to swing my arm around.

"Hmm?" I hummed, looking up to meet his concerned face.

"Wang Gae" he whispered, giving me his puppy smile.

"Park Gae. Idiot" I laughed, responding automatically, his smile chasing away all the negative thoughts that filled my mind. He really is my ball of sunshine.

Jackson laughed along, reluctantly letting go of my hand when we went back to filming. He stood next to me this time, urging me slightly to participate more in the filming by cueing me for certain questions.