( messages between peter and astrid )
peter
hey, you okay
astrid
yeah why??
peter
well, you replied kinda... weird?
astrid
oh no it's nothing lol
peter
you sure?
astrid
yeah
peter
girl you know you can tell me what's wrong
astrid
it's just? idk
why didn't you tell me abt seeing gen?
peter
well i didn't think i had to tell you?
astrid
well i think i should know? i seem like an idiot pretending to be deeply in love with you if you keep seeing gen
peter
the whole point of this was for me to get gen back
astrid
well yeah, but don't you think we should "break up" first?
peter
okay but what if gen doesn't get back with me?
astrid
well, too bad? idk
look im already talking to someone so idk i don't want to continue this
peter
okay well now i seem like the idiot
astrid
okay well we were just pretending so as long as no one else finds out we'll be okay and not seem like idiots
peter
can we at least wait till the ski trip? if gen and i still don't get back together then we can break things up
astrid
just up to the ski trip
afterwards, you don't even know my name
deal?
peter
deal.
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