I woke up in a bed with kian as I looked to my side, my clothes were on the floors with kians, I immediately knew what had happened. HOW THE HELL COULD I DO THIS?! I changed into my clothes and ran out the door I ran out crying Connors car was still in the driveway, he must have slept there too. I went to the living room and found Connor lying on the couch and luckily no girls were around him.
"Connor" I whispered nudging him to wake up
"hey babe" he said waking up and pecking my lips
"ready to go" I said.
"yea" he said he got up and took me out the door and walked me to his car. the whole ride was silent because I felt like a bitch for what I did. I felt depressed all over again.
"why so quiet" he said
"nothing, just thinking" I responded a little to quick.
"ok" he said. When we got back to the house I went to the bathroom and looked in the Mirror
"who are u, oh yeah a disgusting no good person who cheated on thier boyfriend with one of his room mates" I looked in the cabinet, I found some blades I took them out. the last time I cut was 2 days before I ran away. I took the blade out and put it to my wrist
1st cut, this is for cheating
2nd cut, this is for getting drunk like your dad
3rd cut, this is for falling in love
4th cut, this is for being the stupid ass u are
After I finished I heard a knock on the door I quick out the blades back and covered my wrist and cringed at the pain I tried my best to hold back the tears. Connor barged in
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!!" he said noticing the blood and crying and blades.
"connor!, I'm so sorry I understand if u want to throw me back out on the street where I came with but the night of the party I hooked up with kian because I was drunk and and I can't freaking forgive myself" I was sobbing now Connor leaned down
"Kelsey, you were drunk and didn't know, and I don't want you killing yourself over this" he said starting to cry.
"hey and to make us even, I'll hook up with u tonight lets have some fun.." he said smirking I stopped my crying and I stopped his
"I freaking love you so much" I said and we kissed passionately.
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Changed (a Connor franta fanfic)
FanfictionEvery since she was 6 kelsey was abused by her parents, once she turned 18 she ran away and never looked back, she was homeless and starving and she just wished she would die, but will Connor save her? Or will he hurt her even more?
