The Rain Will Not Stop

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by truelyawkward

by truelyawkward

The Rain Will Not Stop

I know it seems like my life has been sunny
Because I will laugh even when I do not think the jokes are funny.
I smile even though I would rather be dead,
But do you guys know what goes on inside my head?
There are demons in there, and they do not play nice,
So my mom paid a therapist to give me advice.
They say it is always some kinds of excuses,
Now I will prove I know a gun has multiple uses.
And they will wish they had listened to my cry for help,
Even though it was not loud like a usual yelp.
Because I am tired of disappointing everyone around me,
When it is the depression apparently only I can see.
What happened?