When my hair became red,
yours its deep brown;
when I came back to you
as it started to turn to December;
when all I could think about was being alone
with you
embracing you,
that was when I knew.
The snow was grazing our shoulders
and it was too cold for bare fingers
but I reached out
to hold your hand
and you took it
and grinned so hard I
had to look away
because I was blushing.
I almost fell off the curb I was balancing on.
The happiness
slowly
crept
back
in,
traveling through me like
a strange gold light.
"It would be so easy to kiss you," I murmured,
half a dare,
half another part of the river of words
bubbling out:
Did I mean it?
I couldn't stop thinking about it.
I wanted to say it.
It just came out.
If you hadn't leaned in
and cupped my face in your warm hands
and kissed me...
If you hadn't been there
If you hadn't told me you loved me
If you hadn't cried in front of me,
pushed for me,
called me brave and beautiful,
made me feel strong
loved
sought after
and hearing that I made you feel that way,
who would I be without you?
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Park Benches and Polaroids
PoetryBiking, late night summers, falling in love, a yearning for adventure, and the color yellow: a poetry collection about introspection, love, and change from my own life, all the way up until I turned 20.