my brother says
"I miss the old Zoe"
in the car
driving back from therapy
in the dark.
my mother hands me a cup of coffee
at breakfast,
saying,
"i know it hurts,
but you need to move on."
I grip the mug and
try to swallow my anger.
I didn't know it would be so hard to do those two words.
my father hikes with me
through the snow covered woods
paths slippery and well trodden
and tells me
"of course he still loves you,
but it's not time right now."
I glare
wipe away my tears
and stare at the orange streetlights
blinking in and out of consciousness.
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Park Benches and Polaroids
ŞiirBiking, late night summers, falling in love, a yearning for adventure, and the color yellow: a poetry collection about introspection, love, and change from my own life, all the way up until I turned 20.