school was hell, just as i had predicted.
i'm not sure wether your presence made things better, or a lot worse. you talked to me a lot. i felt awkward the whole time.
how could you just say those things like it was nothing? did you even think that maybe some of your friends were gay? did you even think that maybe i was gay?
no of course you didn't. you didn't care about how what you said might have effected someone. you especially didn't care if it hurt me. you're probably trying to hurt me.
fuck, i'll write more later, some girl is at my door.
-alex
