Jays POV
"Shit bey, I forgot to tell you. It's something really important. This can wait. And I just found this out yesterday and I had my nigga tyty go down there and make sure it was real before I told you. Sit up and listen to me." I said seriously and she noticed it was serious and did just that.
"What baby?" She asked
"Um bey, I did a little snooping and I found out that your mother and sister are still alive." I said and she...
Literally got out of the bed walked over to me, she was so calm. She stood in front of me, looked me in my eyes.
Then she smacked the shit out of me. She tried to do it again but I caught her arm and she yanked away from me. She looked pissed. I rubbed my face on the side where she smacked me and that shit hurt. It was probably going to bruise.
She sat down on the edge of the bed and started to tap her foot on the ground repeatedly while counting backward. It looked like she was trying to calm down. The she just got up and charged at me making us both fall on the floor and she started swinging at me while she was on top of me. I managed to grab her wrists and flip her around to where I was on top.
"Jay get the fuck off of me. I fucking hate you. Get the fuck out and don't come back." She yelled as she tried to get out of my grasp.
"Bey what the fuck are you doing !" I yelled at her cause the shit really hurt and I say tears come to her eyes as she struggled to get from under me. She frustratedly sighed and gave up.I held her down and she bit her lip trying not to cry.
"Jay why the fuck would you play about something like that. You know that's a sensitive topic for me." She said and I still held her down because I know she was still pissed. I kissed her tears away as she silently cried trying to avoid eye contact with me.
"Bey, I'm not playing around, yesterday I went on my computer and googled your mothers name. It said she had a shop named Hollywood headliners. She still lives in Huston with her 10 year old Solange. Bey she's alive I had tyty call the shop and confirm that she was, he even went up there and met her and he said he saw the little girl. I can show you if you let me but if I let you go and you start acting crazy again I would let you go." I said and she sighed letting more tears fall and nodded
"Show me please." She said and I let her arms go and got up pulling her into a hug and rubbed her back but she didn't hug back. "I won't believe you until you show me." She said buried into my chest and I let her go then walked downstairs with her hot on me heels. I walked to her office and sat in the chair and she surprisingly sat on my lap. I looked up her mothers name then clicked on the hair solans website. Then I clicked on the interview that had her and Solange in it.
Beyoncé watched it carefully and when she herd her mothers voice she covered her mouth and started crying but still watched the whole thing. At the end she was bawling. And I turned her towards me and wrapped my arms around her. Rubbing her back and she gripped my shirt and buried her face into my neck. I felt hot tears running down it but I didn't care. She cried until she fell asleep. I was kind of lucky for that so I'd have time to put this ice on my face.
I picked bey up then walked to her room and laid her down. I began to walk out the room when I herd bey call my name weakly.
"Jayyy! Please lay with me." She said and I sighed
"Okay baby just let me get some ice. Okay?" I said
"Okay." She said quietly
I got some ice put it in a zip lock then put a washcloth around it and held it to my cheek. Then I walked upstairs to beys room. And she was sitting up with her legs crossed.
When she saw me she gasped.
"Oh my god jay I'm so sorry. Come here." She said and I walked towards her and she took the ice off and ran her fingers over it making me wince. She sighed. "I'm sorry baby." She kisses my cheek and put the ice back.
"It's okay baby, I know you didn't mean to hurt me." I said and she signaled for me to her in bed with her. I took off all of my clothes except my boxers and she stripped down to nothing and threw one of my t shirts on. We both got in bed and she rested her head on my chest and I placed my hand on her back rubbing it while she rubbed up and down my chest.
"Do you want to go see them?" I asked and she quickly nodded
"But- I-i just don't understand. Why didn't she try to contact me, or get me. What the fuck was so important that she couldn't at least call me. I thought she was fucking dead for 10 whole fucking years. And my baby sister. I wonder if she even knows about me." She said and sighed trying to calm down.
"Just breath baby, I'll book the quickest flight for you to go down there and see what's up." I said and she quickly looked at me
"Your not going?" She said sadly and I shook my head no
"That's family business baby I don't want to intrude, it's not my place." I said and she shook her head
"Your not intruding jay, please I really need you there with me." She said and I nodded
"Okay baby. I'll come. Get some rest, we have a long day tomorrow. " I said and she nodded and kissed my chin gently then laid back my my chest and kissed that then fell asleep. I went to sleep after I knew she went to sleep.
I would really do anything for her. I think I love her. And I'm falling in love with her. She's everything I need and more.
