Letting You Go

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The pain in my chest is impossible to bear while the organ residing in there adds to my misery by reminding me of certain stuff. Like the first time I heard his voice and how that sweet, ethereal voice kept resonating inside of me.

I remember scoffing at the concept of love at first sight. Ironically, for me it was love at first sound which intensified on realising that it belonged to a person with a wonderful soul and a beautiful heart.

I clench my eyes shut and demand my heart to stop visiting the previous pages for it's too late.

Now that my alliance is fixed with another man, it's too late.

Later that week at the library, I painfully bear the hurt throughout the lecture.

I have suffered at my own hands which is why I apologise to myself for chucking my love aside and then for whatever it is worth, I apologise to him in my head for belittling his worth. For not being brave enough to find his identity.

I take a deep breath and let go of my feelings... or whatever that was to begin with.

I'm sorry, MBBS.

I'm letting you go...

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