Smile

Chapter 44

•Vienna's P.O.V•

Chris's hand interlinked with mine as the side of my head was pressed against his arm as we walked.

"Are you okay vi?"Chris whispered as I closed my eyes, wanting all these thoughts to disappear.

I'm not enough, that's why he's leaving me.

He couldn't say it so he rather just leave that like that.

I opened my eyes and looked up at him with a smile on my face. "I'm fine, what about you?"

He smiled. "I feel like I'm on top of the world right now if you get what I mean?"

No I don't because I never have felt like I was.

I nodded. "Yeah, I understand all the way."

He stopped in his tracks, making me stop and turned himself to me. "Something is wrong, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing."I replied with a shrug of my shoulder, hoping he would stop asking.

He let out a sigh. "We are going to try this once more, what's bothering you?"

"It's just the Hannah and Richard thing, it's confusing and it's just everywhere if you get what I mean?"I replied with another shrug of my shoulder.

He nodded. "Yeah, I understand but are you sure that's all?"

I nodded and squeezed his hand a little. "Trust me it is."

How could I say to him that I'm losing him?

That he was going to find someone way better in Miami, someone who is amazing then me.

Someone who wasn't so damaged.

I'm scared of loosing him.

Along with Zabdiel, Richard and Erick because they are all know.

I can't imagine my life without them there.

Chris kisses my forehead then looked at me with a smile on his face. "Don't worry about Hannah and Richard."

"I won't."

"Do you guys just want to be with each other tonight?"Dad asked as he looked at us along with the others in front of him.

Riki nodded. "Sure zio, it'll be fun."

Yashua threw his arm around Riki and nodded. "Yeah, we need some fun."

Mami let out a sigh and looked at Richard. "Can I trust you with my car?"

Richard nodded with a grin on his face. "Sure Mami."

She chucked her keys to Richard, he caught them and walked over to the car. "Well who's joining me?"

Hannah let out a soft chuckle and walked over to him, he clicked the button on the key and opened the door. He kissed her cheek and she let out a giggle then sat herself in the car.

Erick looked at benji and Fede with a grin on his face. "Who are you guys carpooling with?"

Benji pulled out a set of car keys and grinned. "Sorry mate, I've got my own car and I'm carpooling solo!"

"No that's not fair!"Fede said as he looked at benji.

Benji looked at Richard. "I'll meet you there."

"Make sure you get the things!"Richard yelled after him.

Then he ran to his car and got in then left as he soon as he could.