"I know," I gritted through my teeth.

My words were harsh, I knew that, but I couldn't help it. I was suffocating in the scent of these high bloods, in the aura of their power that urged you to bow down to them without a second thought.

His next words went into my right ear and out my left. There was a hole in me, one that couldn't— wouldn't, be filled with a stable home, a costly job and acquaintances I would surely make in this castle. This hole could only be filled with one thing.

Those green eyes.

Tears sprung to my eyes as I silently followed the beta, my hands wrapped around my waist— a failed attempt at diminishing the hollow feeling in my chest. Goodness did I feel heavy with emptiness; a robust vacantness that swarmed my entire being.

Father would be proud.

What I remembered of him, would be proud.

The beta took a deep breath in, then proceeded to shake his head before we stopped in our tracks. A large door laid in front of us, embellished in rubies that were engraved into the dark, rich chocolate wood. My eyes glowed at the sight. Truly, it was a beautiful piece of furniture.

I laid my hand on one of the rubies, the strings of my heart pulling painfully.

The beta abruptly knocked onto the door making me flinch away from the loud sound on instinct.

How insensitive.

Not even a second later the door swung open welcoming the presence of red headed woman, one that was taller than the beta regardless of the deviant heels she wore. Her eyes sparkled once they had landed on the Beta and without a second thought, wrapped her arms around his neck and dug her head into his shoulders.

"I missed you," She mumbled, snuggling her nose deeper into his neck.

"Me more, qumar," He laid a wet kiss onto her neck, tightening his hold on her slim waist.

My brows rose.

The woman turned to face me, a bright smile plastered across her face with her arm still wrapped around her male, "Who's the stunning female you've brought me at this ungodly hour," She asked, her eyes trained on my figure.

"Lara, this is the royal guard," His eyes were glued to her neck so intensely it felt as though I were intruding on their moment.

Her eyes sparkled as she jumped in glee, clapping her slim fingers together. She left his grip, eliciting an uncontrollable growl out of the frustrated male and put her hand through mine.

"I told you, power is in the females," She said almost defiantly, "You can leave now, I'll see you at our floor," She shooed the beta away with her hand before pulling me into the changing room, surprising me.

She could do that?

I winched at the sheer light the room emitted, my eyes irritated by the array of sparkles and colors that surrounded the place. Dresses upon dresses laid on all the couches with pins and needles protruding out of them— though some were either hung or worn by mannequins. They were all dazzling to look at; more than pleasing to the eye; but I didn't spot my armor anywhere near here.

"You look like a deer caught in headlights, dear," She giggled, evoking a grimace out of me.

That was not my ideal first impression.

"Apologies," I mumbled, "May I ask where my armor is? I've been ordered to meet the former Luna while sporting the metal,"

"Metal?" She rose her brow, "Sweetheart, this suit is made of more than just metal,"

"That's fine, so long as it's armor,"

"Blunt," She nodded, somewhat impressed, "I like it,"

"Thank you,"

"No need to thank me,"

"Oh," How was I supposed to reply to that, "Apologies,"

"No need to apologize either,"

"My bad," At my serious answer, her head fell back and she let out a gregarious laugh, the sound radiating off of the 4 walls of the room.

I was confused to what exactly was comical, but I decided to stay silent.

"You're funny," She pointed an accusing finger at me as she stood up, her long legs carrying her across the room to the wall that was covered in mirrors.

"Thank you,"

"Though you do come off as robotic," Her tone was light as she pressed a button attached to the corner of the wall.

"I'll take that as a compliment,"

"You certainly should,"

All I could do was nod absentmindedly as I watched the mirrors slide open revealing a new section of the room, one that held one mannequin that spun in circular motions wearing an exquisite piece of leather armor I had never seen in my 18 years of existence.

The Lycan symbol was engraved into the swords attached to the armor. The hands were sawn to represent black leather bandages that swiveled around the arm more than once— making a knife to that part of my body impenetrable. The boots were otherworldly, made of a dark cyan leather I had never seen before as three clips laid consecutively above each other's to ensure comfortable usage. I even had my own cape.

A cape.

"It's beautiful," I whispered, itching to touch the leather.

Two hands grabbed my own and forced me to look into the eyes of the owner. Lara was smiling at me, her eyes crinkling at the edges as she inched her head to the direction of the armor, "This is all yours, Bella," She shook her head, letting out a chuckle, "I've always wished for the day a female guard would come up and overcome the social constructs this awful kingdom brings upon us and finally, the day has come," I nodded back at her, pride swelling in my heart.

"There is pain behind those beautiful green orbs, I can see it," She smiled as she tightened her grip on my hands, "but that pain is what makes you different than those high blood boys, that pain is what brought you here," she gave my shaking hands a squeeze of reassurance before letting go, "Now let's get you into this darling, it won't move itself, Royal guard."

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