I feel my eyes well up with tears, why would someone think or do such a thing this is just very mean!
"don't cry now, ..... look I'm just telling you what the world out can be like and now that you know I suppose you're going to be a little more careful?" he says and slowly comes near, I simply nodd and wipe my tears away and give him an assuring smile letting him know that I will be careful
"was going to drop you home and don't worry about the shopping ill have someone get all the things you need ok?" he then quickly grabs the list from my hand and puts it in his pocket
"let's go"I just follow him towards the exit which apparently is the entrance and the first thing I see are girls more like fans but I cant tell who is nice or who is bad
"wait here" I nodd and he walks out and the screams get louder all the sudden, he is talking to them and then after a minute he calls me out and I notice all the 'fans' are still and quite
"so now you know she is not my girlfriend and she is just a great friend" he raises his eyebrows waiting for an approval from the 'fans'
"so id like it if you guys would give her some space and id love it if you fans could get the girl who wrote bad about her to stop talking bad ok?" they all say ok in goes and then we finally make it to the SUV
the drive is very quiet and very awkward but I don't like him this way but neither do I want to talk about what just happened, after all, I am just his great friend, right?
"umm...sorry for being harsh back there its just I just ca-" I stop him
"its okay I get it "
"so are you going to .. umm .. still come to the party?" should I?
"I'll think about it"
"if you decide to come just give me a call ill send jhon over okay?" I nodd
"home?" I nodd again and give him a smile and he then tells jhon to go to my place after that he just stayed on his phone and I just looked out the window thinking if I should go or not I mean i told Noah that we were going and now if I tell him we are not he may think something is up so I think we can go but we won't or in anyway shouldn't be staying there long things could get awkward
after a while i woke up and realised hat I had fallen asleep on the car door with my head leaning on the window and when I cleared my eyes I looked over jhon who was still driveing and then I look at Shawn who had fallen asleep as well he looked very cute I have to say, I could hear his light snores which was also very cute, god what has gotten into me, a few mins pass by when jhon finally tells me we are here thats when I turn to Shawn and admire his perfect jawline and his lips so lushies nd just everything about him he then wakes up and looks up at me
"were you staring at me?" he chuckles
"n-n-no I was just .. umm .." he then says
"its okay I usually have this effect on 'girls'"
"Yeah well I wasn't staring at you young bird"
"'young bird' what does that even mean?" he laughs
"nothing," I say and open the car door and get out he then opens the window
"sorry sorry ... I really hope you come and once again sorry for being 'bad' this morning"
"like I said its okay" he gives a gentle nod and waves a goodbye I give a wave in return and then jhon drives on
I make my way to my apartment and then check my phone
"7 miss calls .. SHIT!!" I had to pick up Noah fuck! fuck! fuck! what do I do I fucked up 'ughghghgh''
I grab the keys to the house and head down to find a cab as soon as possible and go to the airport on the way I try to call him but he won't pick up 'what is wrong why won't he pick up?', I get there in about 5-7 mins and I tell the cab guy to wait out and I make my way inside the airport just to see if he (Noah) is still there and within a distance, I see him there sitting on one of the steel chairs and before even thinking what to say to him I run to him, he gets up from his seat
"where the hell have you been? I've been waiting here for about 2 hours and you didn't even call me and you know how exhausting that was people walking by just staring and this one security dude didn't take his eyes off of me ... thinking I might have been some criminal " he says screaming at me and I think he doesn't know that I ' don't ' have a car and that I might have had some issue
"first of stop screaming at me the security I looking at us and second can we go home and discuss I don't like it here right now this place is creepy cause it's always empty"
"yeah ... no shit" he chuckles and I smile
"let's go" we then take the cab I had waiting for us outside to my apartment, it was 10-15 mins away from my apartment and so on the way, he took a nap on my shoulder I wake him up once I see the building
"were here, wake up " I whisper in his ear and he wakes up rubbing his eyes
"what?" he says in his sleepy voice
"get up we are home," I say lightly and grab his hand and lift his head off my shoulder
I pay the cab driver and make then we go up to my apartment I have a little struggle finding my keys and when I finally found them I open the door to my surprise there were grocery bags lying on the floor near the kitchen table
"are you cooking tonight or something?" he must have seen the bags to think that, I mean cooking won't be too bad I am not bad at it, so I guess were cooking tonight
"yeah - yeah I am cooking dinner .. is umm spaghetti with tomato sauce okay?" he seems in a shock
"yeah that would be just perfect" I nodd and tell him to his room even tho we are together I am not comfortable sleeping with him 'yet' so I set him in his room and he says he is going to take a shower and so he does and then I take my position in the kitchen and go through the things in the bag checking if everything is there you know just checking then the thought of them getting inside my apartment just hit me 'how did they get inside? did they break in or something? I don't think I gave my keys to Shawn or did I?'
A/N: that was that a chapter of nothing much but i hope you enjoyed it and vote and comment it takes less than a min and its free so yeah thanx
-zee xoxo
