I'm sorry

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I'm sorry i'm not happier and that i can't act like it anymore. I'm sorry that i wasn't good enough for you. I wonder what it would have been like to live without depression. Would i have never cried? Would I be able to smile knowing that i wasn't faking it. Would I be easier to hang out with? I'm sorry I have depression and that I couldn't be more cheerful.

Even though i didn't know you, i'm so sorry blue. I'm sorry I couldn't save you, I can't help but have the feeling that it was my fault that you died. That i didn't know you and that i couldn't stop you. I'm so sorry for what you went through and i'm so sorry i couldn't save you.

I'm sorry that even though I try I fail every time, i'm sorry I can't help you. I'm sorry that I can't live like this anymore. I hope you guys can forgive me, I'm sorry.

-Ky

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