What is wrong with me? Why can't I get my head straight? All I feel is pain and it hurts, oh God it hurts so much! I can't take it anymore! Will somebody just please kill me!? So I don't have to do it myself.
I am so sick and tired of being forgotten and ignored. I am so sick and tired of being bullied abused harassed threatened everyday by everyone. I am so done living, all I feel is pain, I have no emotions except for depression.
I can't take this anymore! It hurts too much! If I was a truly good person I wouldn't lie! I wouldn't be so sad! Why can't I just be happy again? Why can't I just die so I can just get rid of all this pain guilt? Oh this guilt weighs on my shoulders like an overbearing boulder. It's like somebody turned my heart into lead and told it too keep beating.
It hurts! This life is meaningless! No one knows me! No one loves me! I bet that when I die nobody will notice me gone. Somebody just kill me so I can finally sleep without any fear and go home. Kill me now, I want to go home.
-K________
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PoetryI have songs poems and letters that are too emotional and too sad to keep locked up so I'm going to post them here.
