Accidentally Married (COMPLETED)

Chapter 14

Xyra

Nang makalabas si Adrian ng kuwartong ito. Tuloy tuloy ang pag agos ng luha ko. Unti unti na rin siyang nawawala sa akin. Hindi niya ako mahal. Lumalapit lang siya sa'kin dahil sa anak namin. And now, tinataboy ko siya, hindi niya ako mahal, wala na ang baby namin.

"Baby, mahal na mahal ka ni Mommy." Sabi ko at kiniss ang forehead niya. Unti unti ko siyang ibinaba. "Sleepwell, Baby. Iloveyou. And may you rest in peace."

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Lumabas na ako ng kuwartong iyon. Naabutan ko si Adrian ng nakaupo sa benches.

"X-Xyra.. L-Let's talk." He said. I wanted to be mad. But, I also wanted to end what's really between us. It's just all lust. There's no love. "What y-you see kanina.. Wala yu--"

"wala?! Ay, Oo. Wala talaga. Parang satin, wala namang namamagitan." Sabi ko at nakita ko ang sakit sa mga mata niya. Pero hindi ko pinansin yun.. "Dederitsuhin na kita. I wanted to end what's really between us, even if there's nothing. Magpapakasal tayo, dahil sa baby. At ngayong wala na ang baby, then walang kasal ang matutuloy. And, Let's just pretend that we don't know each other even if we do."

"No, L-Love. G-give m--" I cutted him off.

"No? Chance?" I laugh in a sarcastic way. "Ayaw mo nun? Makakasama na kayo nung pinaka mamahal mo, Si Marie? You know, wala ng baby, wala ng sagabal sa inyo. Wala ng eepal sa inyong katulad ko, so you guys can continue what's between with you two." Nanunubig na yung mga mata niya. Tumingala siya para pigilan ang pagpatak ng mga luha. Siguro, tears of joy. Ganun na ba siya kasaya? O sge, edi siya na masaya. Haha. Ako na tong nasasaktan. Nangungulila sa pagkawala ng anak ko. Siya, sobrang saya pa, kasi magkakabalikan na sila ni Marie. Haha.

"No. Give me a chance. I love you. Mahal na kita. Noon pa. E-everything is my plan. Everything is a set up. Set up, you to be mine. From the club, until---" I slapped him. I'm really really hurt. He lied. My baby is gone. He cheated.

"Damn you!" I said and cried. But, he go near me and kissed me on my lips. Umiling ako at tinulak siya palayo.

"Give me a chance, please." He said. He's really desperate for a chance huh??

Tear fell from my eyes. Umiling ako. "Not now, Adrian. I'm in pain. Ayoko ng madagdagan pa. I'm damn hurt, because of you."

Naglakad ako at nilagpasan siya. Nagpatuloy ako ng walang nililingon. Kahit alam kong narinig ako ni daddy at friends ko. I don't care. He hurt me. He betrayed me. He cheated on me. Then, my baby is gone. My baby is dead. And I don't know what to do with my life anymore. My everything was gone.

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Adrian

Lumalayo na siya. Unti-unti niya na ako iniwan. Why do I have to feel this way? I know, I'm a sinful person. Gusto ko siyang habulin. Gusto ko siyang yakapin, halikan, at pasayahin.

Napatayo ako ng tinapik ni Tito ang balikat ko.

"Even if you hurt my daughter, I won't punch you. I know you're also hurt. I know na mahal mo talaga siya. Lalaki din ako, alam ko ang mga nararamdaman ng mga kapwa ko lalaki dahil lalaki ako. Kaya ganun ang anak ko dahil sa sobra talaga siyang nasaktan. Give her space and time. Space to breath from her breathtaking past, and time to move on. Thank you for taking care and loving my Daughter and Grandchild. You two should start all over again, tutal ay bata pa naman kayo. Maybe you guys find someone else in the future, or you guys met each other. Bata pa kayo, madami pang mangyayari sa buhay niyo. I know it's hard, but you need to try, for a better future. If I were you, I'll be a better than better man, and will chase her again." He smiled.

Dahil sa mga sinabi niya. Unti unti kong narealize na, hindi pa dapat ako sumuko. I dream of her for too long, and I'll chase my dream.