Hidden Feelings

16*

We said our goodbyes before they left. It wasn't long before my dad came back in. He unexpectedly pulled me into a hug.

"I'm going to miss you man. I love you." He patted me on the back. My dad always showed me and Kaleb tough love because he always wanted the best for us.

But he always told us he loved us, told us how proud he was, and was supporting through everything we did. Couldn't ask for a better dad.

"Don't be getting into any trouble. Hear me?"

"Yes, sir."

"And don't be out here being stupid because I'll beat your ass."

"I won't."

He nodded his head as he left once again, closing the door behind him. I plopped down on the couch sighing. Well...I'm really on my own now.

An hour had passed and someone was knocking at my door. Getting up, I opened it to see Zahria in black leggings, a white pocket tee, and her white Fenty Puma slides. Her face make up free and hair pulled up in a bun. Just like I like her.

"Hmm, a little bland." She walked inside, looking around at my place. "But it's nice."

"Well it's not set up yet." I said in a duh tone, wrapping my arms around her waist and packing her lips. "I missed you."

"I missed you too pookie." She pinched my cheek, kissing me again.

I sucked my teeth before walking away from her to sit back down in my original spot, "I told you about calling me that shit."

"But I like that nickname." She pouted as she made herself comfortable on my lap.

"You know I can't resist the pout." I put my hand over my eyes hearing her giggle. She uncovered my eyes with a big grin on her face.

"So what you want to do today?"

She looked up and tapped her finger on her chin as if she was thinking, "We could order Chinese and watch Netflix."

"Your hungry ass always want some food." I joked. I didn't mind a girl that could it. It didn't faze me none. "But you got it."

The only TV I had set up so far was in my living room so we settled for On My Block. It looked corny at first, but it wasn't bad.

After we ate I laid back on the couch and Zahria laid on top of me. She really had my nose wide open. Elias doesn't cuddle.

I'm use to getting what I want and kicking a girl out without another word after that. But Zahria, she made me want to do right. Hopefully I don't fuck this up.

"Monse make some ugly ass faces." She pointed out making me laugh because she wasn't lying. "Ruby is so adorable."

"He seems a little suspect to me."

"Eli?"

"Hmm?"

"Why do you like me? I'm not usually the type you go for seeing some of the girls you have messed with in the past."

"Sometimes your type isn't really your type. You're never afraid to speak your mind and you're just someone I can vibe with without the sex."

I knew Zahria was hinting at the fact that I usually go for the slim thick girls. Girls with a nice ass, thick thighs, and slim waist. Let's not forget the melanin because I love my chocolate girls, but I don't discriminate.

Zahria is petite, small boobs, with some curves. Little booties matter too. She don't need all of that to catch my eye because she already has without even trying.