Grievously Prideful (Jungkook x Lisa)

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- Lisa

"HOW DARE YOU SHOW YOUR FACE HERE!?"
         A loud noise woke me up, it was Jennie eonnie shouting from the living room.

I can barely open my eyes, yet I went off from the bed and immediately walked out of my room.

"GET OUT! GET OUT!"
        She continuously sends a person out of our dorm.

"Who could be that person that she is so mad."

I squinted my eyes as it haven't adjusted from the bright light yet.

"I SAID..."
        She was about to yell again...

But my hoarse voice was heard by everyone as I saw who the person was...

"Bambam."
          I spoke out.

My eyes that are still squinting earlier are now widely open.

"Lisa."
          He is smiling happily, excitedly.

He walked towards me immediately and rushed to embrace me.

The moment our body got in contact, I felt the whole world crashing again. Like my souls is being imprisoned on a very dark and cold place.

I froze for a moment...
Until he pulled from his hug and cupped my face.

He was smiling like an idiot.

My eonnies including Chaey got a little surprise, or probably, because as of now, they don't know what to do.

He is here, surprisingly, he is here like nothing happened.

"Why are you here?"
        I asked bluntly.

She chuckled and brushed his thumb on my lips which made me frown before answering.

"I want to take you out for dinner."
         He answered with such of a sweet voice, but disgusting.

"I have my dinner already."
         I answered, indirectly sending him away.

"I guess you are lying."
         He traces his fingers on my ears and jawline.

My brows furrowed.

"Your dinner is set there on the dinning area, looks like you are just about to have dinner."
        He smartly concluded.

"Great, I'm going to die now."

"Okay, I lied. But as you just said, the dinner here is already served. So eat all alone, I will be eating here. I don't want Jennie eonnie to get frustrated for me not eating her dish. Go out."
         I stated, demanded and abruptly commanded.

He chuckled once again.
I want to punch him now, right now.

I looked at Jennie eonnie...

And I wanted to ask...

"Where's the legendary baseball bat?"

My eyes turned back to Bambam.

"I won't go."
         He shook his head and a smirk was formed on his monkey face.

"Look at the sutuation, Lisa..."
         He held both of my hands...

"I am always looking at the damn fucking sutuation we are currently in. You fucking bastard."

I wanted to answer that way but instead of acting sconrly, I just shutted my mouth and furrowed my brows.

"You are receiving lots of hate..."
           He looked at me in the eye.

"It's because of you."

"If we won't prove to people that we are really engaged, they will not kill the idea of you dating Jungkook before."
          But then, as he stated that, I almost felt defeated.

"So we need to date on public, to show that we are real."
         My eyes glared at his.

I can sense my eonnies and Chaey are take aback with how Bambam is behaving towards me right now. He is using the hate of the people towards me to get me.

"Besides, I guess, you are really mine now. I know you and Jungkook had broken up with each other already. That's a good news, babe."
          My eyes squeezes shut...

Remembering I and Jungkook are no longer in a relationship, but I am still facing the same problems...

Makes me want to lose my shits.

"I am trying to keep everything okay...
But the more I try holding things up, the more myself is losing its balance."

"Oh, and also, you saw how Jungkook kissed Tzuyu. Well, the moment it was us who are on the show, it was me who kissed you and you didn't kissed back. But the time it was them, I was shock cause...it was Jungkook who voluntarily kissed Tzuyu."
        I opened my eyes and looked at him.

My hands getting sweaty.

And the disrespectful smile is still formed in his face.

His eyes are shouting demonic expression.

His lips are uttering deals of life that I am facing.

His soul is trying to get me with that way.

"Fine..."
       I don't want to...

But I feel like I need to.

I heard a soft gasp from the ladies behind him...

But then I gave them a look that tells them that, 'I need to do it'.

"Great, then fix yourself now. I'll be waiting."
         He demanded and smiled at me again.

I suddenly want to see Bambam...
The real Bambam. The one that is not obsessed and the one that is not insane.

"Why does things suddenly changed?
That night when I walked out of this dorm, and Bambam took that opportunity to confess his feelings...

This all started when I can't accept the fact that Jungkook love Chaeyoung."

"And even though he had realized that he actually loves me and not Chaeyoung...

I should just lifted my pride over and over...
So no one is facing this terrifying situation.
The no one should be on a painful position."