"In this life of sin, most people are just looking to get rich, fuck, and brag. Me? I was just looking to survive. Get up each day and live what complicated of a life my deadbeat father and crackheaded mother gave to me. Sin poisoned me at a young a...
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~~~~~~~ I have...bitter sweet feelings about Erin. Yes, he could've been something but...I had mine. It took me a long time to realize that and having him around didn't help in anyway by....that beautiful baby face of his and those young boy moves he showed me in the shower. ~ //That night//
After getting myself together and talking to Redd and my mom a little more, I finally made it back home to end the day. I was over the whole situation now and I didn't let it get the best of me anymore. I made it this far without a father in my life, I don't need him anymore and that has made me strong.
Now I was sitting in my apartment all alone and endlessly searching for a car in my vacant living room. Sadly this place didn't come with a quality TV, yet another thing I needed to add to the cart as I shopped online.
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After finding a couple deals on a few cars I was interested in, I closed my laptop and retreated back to my room to climb into my new bed. Now picking up my phone from off the charger to call up Roy.
The phone rang and it rang but he didn't answer, killing my whole mood. I called him back in a few minutes but got the same result and decided to do something else instead. Maybe he was busy.
Logging into my instagram, I remembered that I needed to follow Redd on here since she gave me her username this afternoon. I accepted her follow in return and started scrolling down her page out of curiosity. Redd was...a splitting image of me at this age. Living life while you have one, some would say. I thought she was dope though, and had more pages for me to turn as we got acquainted.
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