[1]

19.6K 498 147
                                    

Call me by your name, and I'll call you by mine.

  I sat, for what could have been five minutes or five hours; I'm not sure. The warmth of the fireplace didn't give me comfort. It was a constant reminder of Oliver.

I was filled with regret. If I would have known it would end like this, I would have held on tighter, kissed him longer, told him I loved him.

To think we wasted so much time of our short six weeks burns this hole in me that I cannot seem to fix.

It felt as if I were dying. My tears fell fast and hot. I couldn't breathe. I had no clue as to how I would be able to live without him. Six weeks is such a short time but to me it felt like an eternity. And I know it had to have been the same for him.

How could he do this to me? How could he get engaged, soon to be married? He told me he remembered everything and suddenly, I wish I remembered nothing. I hate him.

Although deep down I know that would never be the case.

I'll Call You by Mine (boyxboy)Where stories live. Discover now