Hello Darling, bring me home
In the dark I think I'm all alone
But the demons haunt my every dream
Maybe it's just not as it seems
And we both know we won't make it to 25
I start crying as I realize
We're just not the same
The thought began to drive me insane
Because when we boil it down
When we pause to fix our crowns
I just want the distance in our core
To be a little shorter than before
And maybe I do want to get better
Maybe I want to sit down and write you a letter
Maybe I want to hold you close
Maybe you're what I want the most
And the familiarity outweighed the worry
I trusted you in a fucking hurry
But then you threw me aside
I said I didn't care, I lied.
You fell in love with her instead
Now I have this ringing in my head
I want to scream I love you from my window sill
But they beat me, broke me, made me ill
I promise you're my forever
Sadly we'll always be a never
I promise you'll always be my one
I promise you'll always be my home
And now the nightmares are eating away at me
That sentence as ironic as could be
Promising I got better
Sending you all these blank empty letters
Maybe I've just gone mad
But you were the best thing I never had
Maybe I was just slapped with a glove
But I think I fucking fell in love
I can't ever be what I want
Accept me or not I just can't
I'm sorry I threw away what we could've been
I'm sorry you threw away what we could've seen
Goodbye Darling, you left me alone
Run away to your 'best friends' home
Just know I see you in every dream
And that maybe I'm worse off than I seem
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Abstraction
Poetryab·strac·tion /abˈstrakSH(ə)n/ noun 1. the quality of dealing with ideas rather than events. "topics will vary in degrees of abstraction" 2. freedom from representational qualities in art. "geometric abstraction has been a mainstay in her work" This...
