i call it .... the doldrums
some people say they get writer's block
i never get writer's block
even when i don't write, it is not writer's block
my head is still filled with ideas
tons and tons of ideas
its just that
i have the doldrums
i simply don't want to write
i don't want to sit in front of my laptop
i don't want to scribble ideas on a piece of paper
i
don't
want
to
write
do i have a reason
i have many
no one reading my shit
is not the reason
i just don't think i have anything to say
even writing this is a chore
i don't even fucking know what i am trying to say
sometimes i force myself to write during the doldrums
and do i ever write crap
the poems are shallow and unfocused
no direction
my stories are loose and disjointed
and fucking boring
i believe sometimes
that by writing more
i write far less good shit
maybe there is no more good shit left in this old dude
maybe i have shot my load
fuck
i feel the doldrums coming on again
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