Universe and Pancake

Beyond the Scenes - Seulgi

Seulgi's POV

"Oh my God, is that their baby?" Wendy exclaimed as we watch a replay of the viral V-live episode from Bangtan's channel.

BigHit has since deleted the video but fans were so quick to make a copy and it has since circulated the net for about two days already.

Not only the kpop and the whole Korea were shookt but the whole world as well seeing Bangtan had already made a major breakthrough.

However, no statements had been released by either BigHit and YG.

And fans are going wild.

I wonder how Chaeyoung and her members are pulling through on this.

To be honest, there is nothing wrong with them having a baby.  They are married for Pete's sake.

But then again,  they are idols, two of the most famous idols in the world right now to be exact. They have a massive fanbase and if we're going to break down that fact, everyone should know that some fans don't easily accept facts and truth's about their idol's personal lives.

Chaeng must have been so stressed.

To be honest, I noticed that a lot has changed after Blackpink finished their Blackpink TV.

They seemed more mature especially Chaeyoung. And now I finally know the reason. She had become a Mom.

And Jimin,  after he announced his marriage, the idol world got shookt.

Jimin had been an epitome of being an idol crush ever since.

Imagine the shock of the people who attempted to bewitch him when all along, he is freaking married to a popular idol.

I almost lost my cool when I found out actually. The things I did to break them apart came back to me,  how I made Chaeyoung suffer, and how I even took her ring.

Fuck, that was a wedding ring after all.

I felt so ashamed after what I did and moreover, I felt apologetic for both Jimin and Chaeyoung.

To add more to that, I felt a lot of things.

Somehow, I thought how stupid I must have been.

Jimin used to adore me, but I was so used to the idea that he will always stay with me.

We never were in a relationship. We never escalated into that,  but after he helped me and after I saw how much he loves Chaeyoung, I felt different.

Up to this day, I am so afraid to see him for a long time. I am confused about my own emotion.

Was it because I felt envy?  I should have been in Chaeyoung's place.

I don't know to be honest. I am not sure if I love Jimin or I am just being blinded by everything.

And of course, Chaeyoung... I've hurt the girl too much,  caused her a lot of pain.

Every time Jimin and I crossed paths and I know that a camera might catch it, I try to be civil. But I know Jimin treats me as a friend, so he would greet me.

I once contacted Chaeng when there was an incident where Jimin and I talked and laughed with each other on some music or award show. I don't want her to think differently so I called her firsthand.

She is such an angel and she doesn't deserve all the hate that she's been getting because of this.

My eyes landed on the very beautiful face of the baby.